silence moon

naif

2011-12-07T06:11:00.001-08:00

here comes time to admit i am not genius, i thought i can understand everything in a single read, write out every point can get 2 marks each, eating 2 bowl of rice and expect to fat tomorrow morning, sing very well without everyday practicing, spent one day thought can finish thesis analysis......i was soo naif...

what is love?

2011-10-15T21:00:00.000-07:00

now i really understand that,
when people keep picking your drive,
that's actually an honor to myself,
who will consider you as an option if there are plenty.

i don't think i am ready for a relationship,
i am still kinda childish, weird
but most importantly nobody want yet..

you still following my blog?
hehe..

i think i am really not bad har leh....^^

2011-07-16T22:35:00.000-07:00

suckseed, 那些年我们一起追的女孩,p.s i love you,wall-e, the memories of geisha

hi there

2011-05-25T06:48:00.000-07:00

this semester i am going to have 6 subjects,
many assignments, a lot of stress when thing arise like grouping to 4, well, all of us have group of 5 previously, den now the left behind formed a group, the weakest group in the B, nvm, i will try to generate the best out of us, hope i can do it...

well, first of all, i am not complaining, just that, unhappy...

and again, i dint manage to see her when she came back, hope she is alright...

and again, Neutral Creeps had gave me a lot of luck every times i needed...

and again, i am needing a very good, pretty, understanding female friend, not a girl friend...(well, bear in mind i should upgrade myself more in order to choose)

and i am doing fine in the lab demo, just that taught wrong juniors, 3 groups of them wrongly setting the instrument, thanks to the junior..

i changed my mind...

2011-04-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

don feel like killing you already...

杀个人，去去就来

2011-02-28T18:27:00.000-08:00

等,陈百强

2011-02-14T08:01:00.000-08:00

well, thx to Neutral Creeps, trying to maintain the friendship, forcing me out to join our friend birthday party..

若你喜欢怪人,其实我很美

2011-01-14T05:20:00.000-08:00

start study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-12-20T18:47:00.000-08:00

dam* u!!! start study!!!!!

hi there

2010-12-19T06:46:00.000-08:00

when i saw her online, my heart will drop about few millimeters...
and start feel happy at least she is online just like i am....

guess wat, many ppl watching me doing wrong stuff, but no one stop me.....

2010-12-16T09:37:00.000-08:00

well, firstly i am not blaming, but, come on!!! we are friend wat, u should remind me wat wrong had i just done....

everybody was just like boh song den left me behind and afgterthat no one is mentioning the stuff................

i am very unhappy with that!!!!

hahah...

2010-12-11T07:59:00.000-08:00

everytimes i open this blog, i tot i will have many thing to say about,
i tot i am very very unhappy,
i tot i am very suffer,
but,

haha....i can cure myself wat...

well,

2010-12-07T12:03:00.000-08:00

bad dream woke me up,
til i am afraid of getting into sleep anymore,

i need to study well well!!!!!!!!!!

i have to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what if....

2010-11-25T07:39:00.000-08:00

what if she is fooling me?
what if she is just playing around me?
happy that having fun from me?

i said i don wan to get into relationship!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot r?!!!

hahahahahaha...it cant be...
^^
i know her she know me,
we r just keeping silence....

what a fool

hehe....

2010-11-23T08:27:00.000-08:00

i am thinking to change something...
hehe....

i think u r shy right?
haha...i knew it!!!

one smile is more than enough

2010-11-19T21:34:00.000-08:00

for the whole day...

seriously sick

2010-11-10T10:05:00.000-08:00

this is 2:05am, i am still awake, i am wondering what am i doing?
i don seems to appreciate my liver at all....
bao gan la!!!!!!!!!!!!

well,
if the answer replied will definitely hurt and had a little bit of happiness if the situation grow the opposite site...
y so serious to know the answer?

hahahaha...WHY SO SERIOUS!!!!!!

oh ya, had i told u that i am courserep now?
which is doing fwd news, announcement, events,
and deal with sir n officer bout anything of class....

well, den, i joined college softball team,
n after that straight away go for taici,

and now!!! i am involved in S.I.F.E...
a worldwide organization to help ppl,
is a society to gather all the ppl to help and contribute,
and they said it will definitely affect my studies....

i dont know y.....

y am i putting my self in so much of trouble?
did i earn a pretty C.G.P.A?
no~~~
did i have too much of time?
no~~~

omg!!!! now u must be thinking i am insane or anything equivalent to that right?

u saying i don't care bout my result?
no~~
i don care bout my assignment which made me form oni 2 ppl in a group to complete a 5ppl assignment?
no~~
but, what the hec* is going on now?

there is smtg wrong happening...
inside my body,
maybe hormone,
maybe mental,
i don't know,

guess what...........

i guess i am trying on smtg,
or i am proving smtg to somebody,
or to be socialize,
or to learn desperately after i saw millage between friend n me,

GG.....GG....GG really GG this time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tml, i mean today, there will be presentation,
what am i doing now?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whats wrong!!!!!!!!!

course.representative liew, cool huh?

2010-10-20T03:45:00.000-07:00

well, i am now the course.rep of the AQS course...
wat? u ask me how?
i tot i quickly go be a tiny grouprep den everything will be fine,
but suddenly dunno which guy come out with a idea choose among group.rep.....
zha dao....

wat an incident,
but oso ok la, can learn stuff wat,
because of this, i make frens, its true...

well, here comes the inner part of the pure GEMINI,
i think she hate me,
dunno y,
mayb cos of i am weird~~~
ya a, i am weird r, blow me r?
ei, but i adi very obvious wor....
ya, even u say i now standing face to face with her,
i could turning around n c smtg else.....
ya la ya la, who stand on the tallest building close to moon more....
everyday somemore tim~~~~~~~

damn!

hereby i would like to mention another gal,
neutral creep(i used to call her)
she is quite strange,
mayb i should say, in front of her i am strange.....
i will call her to pray for me n so do she will ask me....
is it normal?
ji mui? heng dai?

bcos of low effeciency,i made whole course ppl don have note to attend lecture 2 times adi!!!!2 continue day....damn!

supposely i should very appreciate the study moment,
but dunno y, i am last time alike,
still flowing time like old time.....
i don wan that!!!!

its time to make some decision...

if there is a ying chou, tml will be my 1st....

2010-09-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

sorry mom,
sorry dad,
sorry bro,
n sorry sis n sis.....

sorry grandpa,
sorry grandma...

ya, i used to not very care of f.a.m.i.l.y
but not now...

tml will b my initial ex bday party,
at serdang,
i don feel like going,
1stly, cos of my pocket,
2nd, cos of my car,
3rd, cos of my very good fren another invitation,
4th, cos of my mom housework,
5th, cos of i dint used to chat much with her(the main character)
6th, i just wan to sleep n act useless at house(for another last day)

shit....

2010-07-23T21:26:00.001-07:00

wo jing ran fa re yi ge wo jue de kai xin de meng,
wo kan dao ta shang wanag le!!!!!
noob !!

love is a happy matter

2010-07-04T01:57:00.000-07:00

ya, love should be a happy matter,
i believe you might have a bad feeling when u thinking of your love (when she/he not fall into you but another god dam* mother fuc*er fellow)
then you start feel imbalance, you not happy with anyone in your life, stop believing anyone, or even starting to curse the fellow,
ya, it is normal, other than curse the fellow actually i did do the same thing,
you may want to hit his face when he is handling your lover, (i think that's so man, girl ignore this part, if any girl here)

but, is that call love? (other than hit his face)

come on, if she/he is happy,
not a big deal what,
you wan she/he happy only what,
is it a matter who is that people that she lying or lying on he?

love got many forms,
got pick, hold, stand, ignore, and many other that i don't know,
but the most high level of love is....
ya, that's it!!! you got it,

is release~~

if release is the only way to make your lover happy,
free her/him....

then you will have the relief...

then open your eyes big big,
see the people beside you,
there must be someone who is always taking care of you,
he/she is the one who eying you chasing after another fellow but still keep their sad behind them and smiling in front of you...

if you dare to picked up,
dare to put it down when the times come....

well, that is not my story,
just suddenly feel like want to share these....hehe...

泽式人生

2010-06-30T12:50:00.000-07:00

i dare to dream....
i 'ao cai' my left leg,
i am planing to 'ao cai' the right one oso...
^^

no la...i stil wan to play football...
ya, i guess thats is it..
i am hopeless...
the up sky star deemed another time because of me....

yue lao a yue lao....

cant u jz tighten up the red line of mine?
i know u r bz.....
come on, i could eat vege for months for that.....plz~~~

chong a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

study mood/ ulti that need 1 yr to cd, on!!!!

sorry just like blood

2010-06-16T06:32:00.000-07:00

once u say sorry for several times,
it will continue non stop....
just like blood,
is an evil substance,
once u let ppl blood to flow,
there will same goes to u....

i reali have no leadership at all,
i cant rem which i organised the stuff can go smoothly,
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

haha...nvm la,no leadership stil can be minor minor member....
this minor minor member,
in fact, is my main character....

hmm, i know, my bday is coming,
but, i don wan to celebrate, can?
plz.......

i am enough of faces of not happy bcos of waiting,
jz like a lame procedure,
lame working,
sing song, eat cake, blow candle, cut cake into pieces, u not sian others oso sian laaaaa.....

its my bday, i dun wan to cause any1 of them unhappy,
they r so considering, even not happy oso won show out,
tat is my unwant part,
i should start studying le....

a test on how close to your sucessful life,

2010-06-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

eating tiger biscuit in front of laptop,(not eating real lunch, eating finger instead)

homework a lot lying on table,(and u r still here)

eyeing friend is getting into a relationship,(not feeling well)

and start planning dont wan to talk to them anymore,

in the same time open the note book in your heart and disqualified them,

not very good with all member in the family,

even your brother is looking down on you,

dont attend classes because of your not serious injury,

wont allow injury for your dad business,(but for football, yes)

hoping god give you more time on study tomorrow,

always loveless before getting into relationship,

have more different gentle friend than same gentle,

feel like you are alone in the college hall,

feel like all friend beside you is just the same close level with any other strangers,

not dare to talk/like/enjoy/have fun/chat to the girl/guy that you like before when they getting into relationship,(which obviously not getting in with you)

feel like you are more and more want to get yourself into the couple go die club,

feel like window live messenger in your computer is unstallable anytime,

blaming on your self much more than others,

think that you are just different from others and you will find your way very soon,

feel like you still have a bright future after you having most of above stated behaviour,

more yes on above stated list,

you are more in the hell...

so many thing to say this month...

2010-06-03T07:56:00.001-07:00

thx la,
thx for the happiest changing umbrella,
thx for the happiest ever missing way on the road,
thx for the happiest rain ever,
thx for the happiest , sweetest soya bean ever, (i kept the bottle still now)
thx for the happiest , disappointed ever,
thx for the happiest , ever, christmas after my ex...
you overlapped her with flying colours.....
that night, even lok-lok also being most delicious food ever,
and that is the very second of pic that we took together.....
i remember i accidentally touched your hand in the changing of gear, i felt electrocuted....

thx for the heineken experiences of feeling,
from that i know u r not really a good drinker,
and you like one of my idol as well,
which my anti-alchohol drinking behaviour might help...
that was so so so so happy, even i been scolded gao gao after that,
i received all that with sweetest smile ever....

thx for choosing me as a classrep,
which u wont c that your smile is flashing in my eye from the arm of steven....
that is the most beautiful scene.....ever....
haha, we meet each other with a foolish smile,
it is so, so glad......

i like the way u used to called me,
which i would beg another chance to hear that again once more....

i will try another year, for the support you gave me on singing....
even i failed 3 continues times on the very 1st leg,
haha...that is enough for me to move forward....
even when i type this, i am smiling,
just a few drops of sorry moisturing my eye,

when we used to escaping out of the class for the bread,
even it is raining, i prefer to choose the long way with you,
of course, you are always exactly under the umbrella,
or else.............i wont allow or else to happen...

i would always remember you like sesame soup,
you like TANK,
and you affected me love taylor swift,
no, please don choose i-phone, as i heard it is not user friendly....

i guess you have your rational, your decision,
i respect and ignore it with full of my willingness....
no matter what they had said,
i cant really hear them...

hope it will be no sorry to any of us some day at the future, to feel sorry with....

so lucky i am not having a guitar,
or else, it will be really tear dropping....

...

2010-05-30T07:58:00.000-07:00

i am so sorry for one of my ex...

she is just complain n complain n complain of her friend....

in fb,

come on....don act like that ok, act like u wana the whole world to know bout ur friendship is suc*....

and one more, gals n guys out there,
don act that u r very harmony or happy or wat out there with ur couple,
especially in the fb....plz....

hahahahhahahahahahahahahah.....i might be end up joining "couple go die" club....

i am so afraid

2010-05-30T07:10:00.001-07:00

i am so afraid of getting in the a relationship,
i know myself very much,
i am useless,
i am lazy,
no doubt,
i might have a good first impression,
but in a long term,
it is horrible,
u can even ask my bro that used to stay with me all past of his life time,
he know me very very very much,
i
i could easily been defeated by any one out there,
in the long term basis,
just like a 'kampong' boy teenager team with a fat striker,
against the unbeatable barcelona full squad.....
ya, i am so afraid,
no matter who,
i am so ....
no confidence to satisfied about,

no, i have confidence, about what?
i am very good in day dreaming,
ya, day dreaming......

no......
i am not useless....
i am eating vege these few days,
i did car wash of my dad car,
hmm........i....
use less plastic bags,
i am car pooling,
i have a dream.........ya, that dream.....
which i don even dare to dream in my own dream......

but, i have that dream.......

by the way, how to change potential to a real powerful power?

yaya....i have a serious social problem,
which, i found that all my group member is leaving me,
in my college,
whats going on?
what had i done?
why don u all just cham me play??

ah ha!!!
i knew it,
do i cham them play? no
did i joining them all the time? no
do i act like a very friendly guy when gather with them? no

ah ha!!!! i got "me"!!!!

not all la, of course,
but i dunno y, i dun like to talk to guys, i really do have problem to talk to guy..
only certain gal that willing to talk to me,

ohya, this semester i have 2 pretty tutorial teacher in charge of my group....
hahahahahahaha.....

many of my friend said i have a good talent on singing,
but, i just been kicked out like any one else in the asq ......
the judges don seems to be enjoying my performance.....

am i expected my self too much?
btw i have no nervous at all during my perform time....
haha....so sad to become my neighbour,
this is ur fate to torture living beside my house,
i sing all the time!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....
can some one tell me where went wrong?

ah ! ha!!!
i got it,
this is ur problem,
your very own problem,
y r u acting beg on other to settle ur own problem?
y on u settle your self?

oh my god...u r dam* right....

well u just cant act like this,
there r at least 1 ppl out there who will look at this,
what will they think of u this fellow?
so unconfidence....
guy still ok, but no gal like a un confident guy,
so~~~~~
u will end up like this,
ya like this u r having NOW....
u won be like y anybody....

not even one....if and only if u don change this....

u know what mr...
i am tired trying,
falling again n again n again.....
den stand up again,
walk har walk har den fall again....
this is enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha....stand up again...
u watch yes man right?(thx to sk)
u watch kung fu panda right?(sk again)
what can u c from them?
u wan to act like the YES man b4 going to the seminar?
end up closing himself?

ic, so u r suggesting me to re-watch the movie again to get back the enthusiasm?

perhaps, yes...

hahahahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....very funny,
so , i have to repeating the movie again n again n again once i feel that i lost my self again n again n again n again?

..................

come on, i am depending on u, don speechless, plz......

u know what?
s a part of u,
i cant cure u.....

..............................so what i am going to do with it?
u r me, come on!!!!!!!!!! u must help me....................

i might be u, but, u r u, u r not me in this case,
so u gonna help yourself,
act positively,
eat more vege,
fruit, or smile more....

or last and the worst option,
go for the counseling again....

no title for this

2010-05-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

u know wat, u know how it feel when u r doing for all past of your life, is wrong?

really quite regret

2010-05-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

i am really feel regret that i told her....

NOOB!!!!!!!!!!!

wellll

2010-05-30T06:12:00.000-07:00

if this is my comp, the 1st thing i will do is unstall msn.....

dance is just hard as ice skatting,
the injury part all same...

out of money......

2010-05-24T07:16:00.000-07:00

chi chin chin chin......

aaaa....no money, messages is dam* expensive....

any one know how to get cheaper rate of messages from hotlink to DG?

haha....but it is happy to get some reply from someone....

unlike someone.....call "billions" times adi oni pick up once.....in the moon which blue

dun like oso not need like this one mah.....

haha....jkjkjkjk....but plz....reply la....anyone...

yeah u...don turn ur head around....i mean u......take it carefully....

2010-05-24T07:15:00.000-07:00

ya.....i guess i miss u....

dunno r u looking at it or not...

no matter who u r....

in this such a boring blog....

ya....i miss u....

无奈。。。

2010-05-21T02:22:00.000-07:00

when u happy that u earned a dollar,
there is always a person who is upset for the one dollar that he had lost....

等待扼杀灵感！！！！！！

what can i say......

2010-03-24T08:11:00.001-07:00

what can i say what can i say............

nx year....i must enter....sing ah guai again!!!

hello

2010-02-24T14:16:00.000-08:00

hi there, just for ur information,
i am starting industry training and working as a trainee QS at a small firm,
its fun, people are nice and friendly,
haha....n i have a lot of fun with them....while working of course...

hmm....y gals don like to reply?
i thought my hp spoil until cant send out msg,
y r???

not oni 1, but most of them,
i don think so that i caused that much of people unhappy with me......

happy new year sien until a level...
ohya,
to all of you,
my grandpa is ok adi,
so happy wit that....^^

so miss u guys.......
i don like holiday...
i don like days without lecture....
can coll have some lecture class in between training???
i don think so,
cos people is staying nowhere but their hometown,
like sarawak....sabah...

currently i found that potential inside all individual is really almost the same....
so,
i trying to self study for my resiting subject science for building,economic and probably,
building services ii again....

result is coming out,
dunno wat will it showed?

i am seriuos,
i dint put in that much of effort b4 that....
i am touching my breast and saying that i will have no regret on not putting in effort...This time....

career i mentioned,
life i mentioned,
frinedship i touche a bit,
now......love

nowadays,
i learnt a stuff from a gal,
somewhere at the other side of m`sia,
which is,
if u really want to own a thing,
u better let it go,
set it free,
if it come back,
u will own it forever.....
if it don come back to u,

u didn`t really own it in your life time.....

lastly,

economic suc*sssssssssss....

hihi...me again...

2010-01-26T05:47:00.000-08:00

well...i just done my examination,
i am not sure what result will b d return,but...
only one thing i can be sure of is...i already tried my very best....
that`s the one and only thing i can sure of...so far in my life time..

today is the 1st day of my long long holiday,
i awake at 2pm in the afternoon because of yesterday i and my college friend stay together all the midnight for playing Dot.A.. ya,i had a lot of fun with them just after done my tiring examination..

oh ya,i and my friend went time square for movie, stay together, having lunch,
talk....ops, forgot to mention that that`s could be the last time of meeting them in a half year period...so, i did appreciate that period....

but, i couldn`t make it to meet her in the last day of today,
when i falling deep asleep,
my brother took my car key and went to shopping with his friends,
my plan spoiled....that is really un-calculateable,
as she is leaving on tomorrow,
i can`t even make it to see her lastly....

what can i do?
as my dad and mom already lose patient to me as i always late returning to home...
and i have a few argue with them...they will not allow me going anymore....
but i guess,
if they were me,
they will do the same thing as well...
and i know,
if i were them,
i will do the same thing to me as well....
what a conflict....
oh god......

hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...............................................

2010-01-21T15:47:00.000-08:00

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2010...............

2009-12-31T08:28:00.000-08:00

really not suit to look at my hp,
its 2010/01/01
my god......
dunno y leh...mood suddenly went down...

hahahhahahaahahahahahhahahahaha....happy new year...ops...
hehe..
hope u all d wish come true....
wish

end of the world don come b4 my death...

i wan to c the beautiful earth every seconds in my life....

hmm...i thought i have many to say............................
speechless adi...

hihi.....me again....

2009-12-14T06:17:00.000-08:00

group rep return!!!

haha...
well, s u all can c,
i am quite a good mood rite?
amazing,
actually i am not,
haha....

jz that i went to counselling every week now,
smtms tue, wed,
haha...like a patient...
like a phycho...

haha.....no la...not that serious...
jz a little happen n a little tiny changes of my mind or
certain words that i kept silence that i used to suffer now....
ease that...

n help my mental development later on...
to b more healthy....jz that.....

bb la....
hope i will post happy stuff more on my next post....^^

back...

2009-11-26T06:16:00.000-08:00

good morning, afternoon, evening and night to you...

long time never leave a message here adi,
well, many thing happens,
all assignment have to b done n submit by nx week,
manies haven touch...

today, i went to a couselling section,
there was a book on last monday,
ya, u are right, counselling,
why i need counselling?
i dont know,
jz that many of my fren said i am getting weirder and weirder,
i myself can feel that s well,
so, i went to there,
after a blood donation section,
i contribute 450ml of blood to the blood bank,
and cause of that,
i was late to the counselling section,
i don understand y my fren told me that counselling was fun,
actually it is not fun at all...
d counsellor is a fisherman(women i mean),
she prepare the worms and help get the bad emotion out of the lake of heart,
once i out of that tiny room,
i was unhappy and feelling depressed actually,
and i am a patient alike to c d doctor again next week...

thats the counselling,
now turn d boy n gal feeling stuff,
well,
mayb i was obviously shown out i had a good feeling to a gal in the coll,
but ya,
study is more important,
even now i need to back to counselling department weekly,
how can i chase after wit the condition of now my?
it unfair to the gal n myself,
so, i am getting gip of that,
hope i will recorver,
very very soon,
b4 the amend of feels of any party in my feeling contract.....(probably not me)

well, i have a strong feeling to like having a partner in my homealone house or room,
well again, not gal i mean,
i am meaning a dog,
one that i can chat to when i want,
it is a torture...

ma
are you afraid of i will jz talk to a dog
instead of u?
ba
i know a dog is expensive,
bro
i will take care of that, no worry,
sis
mayb u don know wat happen...

happy belated bday to my dear little bro,
i reali have fun wit you everytimes when v walk out for dinner,
to rent a comic b4 back home,
whispering when walk through the hse,
eating fruit jz right end of the comic shop....
all d best to you,
no cake, no song here,
but some black and white words instead..

hmmm......
i had heard one fellow on tv jz now,
he said when u r going to hell/heaven,
when u look back,
what kind of screen will that b?
at least,
you have to make sure that u have no regret in ur life...

but i can sure that,
if I
passed away in front of the laptop here now,
i will definately regret,
at anything and everything...
for those gals i dint voice out my feel, in every stage of age
for those friend i had ignored,
for those oppotunities that i had wasted,
for every single sand i had eyeing them drop to the other side s result of gravity,
for every scar on my body and soul,

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....
luckily i am not dying....hew~~~~~
i have so much thing to be done,
nvr chase after a gal properly,
nvr have a hand warm in hand feels,
nvr cook, :P
nvr propose,
n the biggest sorry,
nvr......ever love and taking care of my family

well,
i am making a wish,
plz,
make that wish with me,
don ever U dare to come @)!@ 2012

“珍惜眼前人” 还有 “加油！”

最后今晚 only '....' in chinese

2009-09-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

主唱:林杯
改词:也是林杯
作曲:忘了

为你庆祝终于飞去英国的优势
若有秘笈帮帮兄弟愿意舍身担起一生一世那样危虔诚值得我们跪
最后今晚 '陪你唱路太弯'
最后今晚嫌你车zha太慢
最后一杯你以后'飞向远海' 怕我们以后关心
夜夜寂寂寞念炒饭
最后今晚明晚只得西餐
最后今晚明天你不要残
以后一旦有个代沟在中间
要再have fun亦不惯 '入夜前日出要调换时间亦错乱'
就趁这晚好终止应否出国的争拗尽快'想象'英国的美貌
但你杯面小心吃多了'智商会下降' '到那边读书睡眠记得兼'
最后今晚 '明晚没有laksa'
最后今晚随便你怎去办
最后一杯你以后别要孤单怕我们以后不惯日后我还会传你gua
'趁飞机还没有飞行' yeah...
最后一击放肆愿你记得上网到日出的那老日子抱歉还有十一天我没法替你送行

i went mad on my sis door jz now.......

2009-09-09T09:44:00.000-07:00

i was so stupid to rage on her door,
sorry door...
sorry neighbour...
but not sorry to sis...
yayaya....she is gal,i am boy,
i should take into consider tat i shouldnt get mad on her...no matter wat...
but she is realli totally unreasonable tis time....
..................................
ya...i had made cracks on her wooden door with my furious punch...
i was scared by myself....how mad could i b...
even now my hand is stil shacking(stiffening....something like tat)........
y???
y am i so stupid to intil get my punch to door?????????????!!!!!!!!!1
my god.......
is d door wrong?????
no...
izit my punch fault????
no...
den y i get my innocent punch into a innocent door????????????
wat have i done?????????????????

seriously i was totally out of control my rage tat period of time...
wat a calm guy huh.....
stupid,emo,easily get mad,door destroyer,hand unappreciater.....

DAMN!!!

when we meet again...on the roadside...

2009-08-26T09:05:00.000-07:00

when there was long time for you to contact a certain person,
and you meet him/her in a roadside without any preparation,
what wil you react?
hi~~~how are you??
fine thank you?

thats y ppl should oways online,
chat about wat u went through currently,
let them noe,
it is not a question on fame or wat,
its a TOPIC...
when u meet back,
u can reflash back wat is the last topic u 2 chat with n about,
or remain silence......

i am,.....................huh................

2009-08-26T08:52:00.000-07:00

i dunno.....whether i should continue or not....
there are distances....
mind, thinking, results,
master???....i don think so....

i am self look down again....
i will never reach her....
if and only if i keep my attitude....
i should change...i knew i should...
just...whenever i think until there are huge distance in results,
straight A??? forget about it...

what a useless....

i am just too forgetfull....
forgetful upon our distances sometimes and it flashed back after it in a sudden....
thats why...

jia you....you can go very high and further....

liability for a chairman of lung society

2009-08-05T09:38:00.000-07:00

as i am the chairman of lung society, i should be very lunged...

but i spoiled a dinner just now,i dunno wat had happened to me,where is my skill all gone??i am speechless most of the time....

i....i dunno.....

seems i should retreat from the society chairman to b ordinary member of passenger....

actually, i am having a hak yi gai dinner tat booked a night before and all ppl involved get very excited,and now,again and again as expected,cancelled again...

huh.............

tat is very hard for me to organise trip adi....

exam is cuming soon,and u noe wat? i think i spoiled most of d good mood of my group,
yesterday i have joined other group for a tiny measurement tutorial, i saw their situation, tats wat a college group should be, happy, funny, active....

these are the elements tat my group left out...or i should said, forgot...

these may happened because of the relation in between group member have been changed far from each other....

yesterday, i have watch a nice ghost movie named DEAD SILENT or wat....something like tat...tat was awesome...not very frightened, n scary but most of the time is briefing about the story...nice movie....

i was dehydrated the whole day and i think tat is the main reason of why i am tat moody....ya,i will b like tat if i am out of water....

dunno tml i can donate blood or not leh...so long time dint donate adi,my last 2 pack of my blood have been used out i think....to save other from danger...
haha....so wei da like tat....but,imagine tat ur blood is circulate in others body mixed with theirs to continue their daily motion...nice feeling rite??

all d best for me plz.....phycologically needed.....

what have i done..........

2009-07-01T08:01:00.000-07:00

what have i done????????
what happen to me???????
y...........

firstly,my memory getting worse and worse.....
it really disturbing me..

secondly,my semly sickness return to me...
hope it wont happen again...ever..

thirdly,my fren is worrying me especially jh st n xc...
they found that i am weird this week..

am i that useless to organise??
sarawak,
national park,
ipoh,
melaka,
genting,
penang....
all seems very very hard to achieve.....by me...

todAY measurement,
i am realy ....huh.......

yesterday,
i was..

enough...
its enough!!!!!!

i got a very good solution,conclusion...

which is...

keep on singing...
haha...
it worked!!

haha....
ohya,heres a trailer...
i am not going to college until 8pm s usual tis friday...
i am leaving to gathering...

sadly i couldnt get attendance for that building services...
teacher is too....striaght...

haha...
nvm...i am a grouprep,
i couldnt attend the class,
that is wat a grouprep shouldnt do....
^^

verY sorrY bloodY marY from me.......

2009-06-21T08:25:00.000-07:00

after thinking for a whole week,
i have come out with a reason why i am that kind of un-confidential...
this is because of,
i am too confidential to my self on the other side...
just like north and south pole,
added and deducted...
dog and cat....(something like that)

when a person praise on me,
i will be very happy until a level of unbelievable and thinking like i am that good...
actually not...
i am not...
i know...
after i hurt orange`s bloody mary,
with my eclipse.....
i was too confident with my skill...
ya,
actually i can...........not really drive well....

to all of you that seeing this,
please try your best not to be my passenger....
or,
buy a huge number of insurance before you try so,
for all the fighter that tried me,
you must appreciate the best of you of the day you are having now,
from this second onwards....

beside that,
i would like to thank all of my friend that send your greeting to me,
no matter through facebook,
friendster,
messages,
msn,
or keep inside your heart that haven sent out to me,
THANK YOU.....(truely from the deep of my heart)

and my college friends...

you guess what,
they plan to celebrate me and another lady birthday with total 20++ people,
5 cars all together are fetching them from setapak to KEPONG....
there are 30minute journey IF AND ONLY IF no car pool....
there was a friday night at 19th of june,
when we had finished our building services tutorial at TARC at sharp 8pm,
they used an UNSER (driven by biu gor), KENARI ( that driven by orange),
john`s car(sorry john,i forgot what brand are you driving,you have just too many cars),
OLD SAGA (that driven by me) and one PERODUA (that driven by uncle LIM)
to fetch (thin,kian,peng,xian,teng,yang,seng and sheng,xin,ling,hua,yun,johnny,liang,wei,kwang,heng)and chloey stay near there and come along after we reached there...

can you see the list of people???
my godness...
that was a huge construction!!! (as we all will be QS someday at the future)
we went to a chinese restorant named OLD PENANG that just around kepong shopping complex(whether is carefour or jusco or what) that just infront of old otwn white coffee...
then,we seperate into 2 table which consist of 12 and 11 people..
and then the bill....
for the 11th people was rm150++, and rm190++ for the 12 one...(due to their pawn and fish)
hahahahahahaha......then seng was unhappy with the milk oil pawn that he suggest to order eaten by hwa and causing him eat no one of that....
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.......
fun la...
then they prepare a chocolate banana cake and then i and xin make our own wish together in the song of greeting that sang by them all...
then i asked them to sign on the bill of restorant for me....(dunno which of them dint sign...lack of 4 signs there...T.T)

you are asking me after that???
after that,
only NIGHT IS STILL YOUNG can be used to describe that situation...haha...
then,
TBR`s xian,hwa, and HOSTEL`s sheng and seng,ling is on my OLD SAGA(eclipse) for
SECOND ROUND....which is my house...
then peng is on orange car and staying overnight at orange house...
healthy STILL bloody mary and eclipse is starting a bog and cat fight in the long of mrr2...
i dint on the aircond,just enjoying the kiss of NATURAL VENTILATION (as i will be a QS someday at the future),we are native alike along the journey back to my house,shouting along the road,
hahahaha....that was so unforgetable...

two of THEM are parallel to each other before the straight YELLOW,
turning down the glasses and whispering to each other,
for about 30seconds,
just before the RED END.....

unexpectable,
bloody mary is leading eclipse to his ROOM,
that she is not supposed to actually at the mid of 19 and 20...
after the remote signaled,
then karaOK is began...........

just after water bathed sheng,
we empty a bottle of liquid with a group of 5 members...with satisfaction of a friday night...
then the saturday EARLY morning started,
a group of 5 including me is chatting deeply at the grounds`,
while group of 4 ladies is up for a showoff of skill,
the screen of camera remain unmoved for 4 and a half hour period...

just sharp 4.15,4young and talented male is suggested for a walk for surveying(still that,as we will be future QS someday at the future) and we went for survey housing area near the WHITE house,
we must be disturbing manies of sweet dreams while we are surveying(due to dog`s unbelievable smelling tallent).....hehe...

4.30,just passed a period of short 12minute surveying,bloody mary is asking for sleep and we went back and show her the way....
xian is deeply focus on her chess match while the remained 5 is up to a floor of 2...
still that,the remains still enjoyed themselves straight down to 7....

HERE THE PROCEDURE OF THE NEW WAR OF WORLD..
me down just immediately after xian(without any contribution of hardworking),
than sheng down of the famous phrase u DOWN i DOWN...

somewhere 5 or 6,hwa and ling is running out of bullet,
and the whole battle field remain seng...
he is acting RAMBOO and keep fighting alone with our down soldier phycologically support...
just beside the dead body of us....
than down oso...on a red rolling chair....after an hour...

8.30,i awake and awaken kunka alike them for YONG TAUHU just after mom`s caring becareful~~~~...
11.15,bloody mary reached and 3 of them sitting two table distance from full stomach of us...
after the deduction of tree product from our wallet,
we end the celebration by fetching back to TBR and HOSTEL...

THE END....

keyboard...........

2009-06-16T19:00:00.001-07:00

keyboard............................
haiz....................................................

hou hui le ba....

2009-06-16T17:46:00.000-07:00

zhen xi wang ni shuo de bu shi wo....
wo mei you cuo...
cuo jiu cuo zai wo yi dian dou bu zhi dao ni zai xiang shen me....
ni zai shuo de shi bie ren ba ?????????????

bu shi wo!!!!

its ENUF!!!!!

wo yi dian dou bu xiang zai chai le......

wo mei you cuo...xiao hong ren

tired..

2009-06-02T20:01:00.000-07:00

u smile...
i smile...
true smile can cure everything...

心若倦了。。。。。。。。泪也干了。。。。。

2009-05-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

hao tong ku......

buliaoqing

orientation..............(dunno spell correct or not)

2009-05-18T10:15:00.000-07:00

i have jz pass through yr one of my course Quantity Surveying...
n s m dear course rep is stil having things to do,den i n some of my course mate went to helpn stand d whole orientation of d freshie....
yesterday morning,i woke up at 7,brush tee,bath,n finally i drove to skol....
i went there on time n everything is well organise by d senior,v jz follow d sequence to run d orientation den will b fine....
den,ms boo carried 300++ ppl come out from d college hall,
wao~~~~so zhuang guan....
den v carried them to dk(dewan kuliah) W to run d orientation...
there r freshie,pretties,freshies, n pretties....
v pick course rep,asst c.r,printing manager,sport manager,n so on BY...
letting them fill in their spm result n secondary skol co-cu commetee...
den...unlucky 6 ppl result standing outside n letting other to vote...
finally,a gal dunno call wat name adi got 82 vote..(2nd 47,3th8 vote)n of course..
i think her sporting att made them to vote her more...i think....duno...i am jz kelefeh(tat other 4got to intro myself to them..wat an invisible...T.T)
den i drove home....
den bath,
drove bro to dinner,
back to watch IJIMAE,
den 100% entertainment,(so disapppointed cos all jolin taiwan concert news......not funny s usual)
den chased bro to use laptop,(i use comp)
msning....
den hotmailing....
den taggeding.....
den friendstering....(jz wan view one facebook fren profile but lazy n tired adi now....)
n finally,
blogging....
den later go brush tee,wash face,den sleep...
^^...
d end,
of a good monday~~~~

good night~^^

so sad 4 d workers...

2009-05-18T09:44:00.000-07:00

i have been helping my dad to side working 4 bout 2 day....
first day,
i went der jz after my mom incoming "morning call" to wake me up to help my dad partner....mr.chun...
he have spent omost half of his life to work wit my dad...
he is a very very hardworking n nice guy...
when i heard he is going to work on his own early in d morning at 9a.m with empty stomach to tavel big concrete drainish cover,i jz wake up n "drift" down hulu langat hill to help him....
each of d concrete cover about 60++kg...
n he is going to travel tat wit hand!!!!to a tiny moving machine v called bobcat to small lorry t transfer them to side near bangi...
actually,i myself try to move tat wit my own...
n results injured...
very very very very heavy....
even me(not very fit actualy) i cant carry tat on my own at all...
but a 40++yr old man?????
with my little help,v got sweat n smelly shirt n starting to bangi at 10.30...
den,v have to move those heavy concrete cover on our own to a correct place....
so so so so so tiring...
den v have our lunch at mix rice stall near my house at 2pm...
v all exhausted adi tat time....(i am jz add add add rice as usual)
after eating,
i thought i can drive home finally adi...
but,d uncle stil have to transfer 9 more 70++kg concrete cover....
due to futsal wit kok them at 5pm,
i stil went 4 helping....
cos d uncle.....is too san fu adi...even wit paid...but,come on,ladies n gentlemen,
wat job r u doing???
sales??
accountant trainee??
very tiring????
very hot without aircond?????
very tiring after sit or stand 4 a whole afternoon?????
let me tell u...
u still have no idea wat is actually tired about...
go under d hot sun,
moving heavy cover...
wit ur own hand,
hungry oso cannot eat 1st cos other worker is under d hot sun as well to waiting for ur cover to start their work,
cannot rest...
no seat,
no air cond of course...
my god.....
compare to tat...
all ur job or work is just actually playing n playing around.......
n lastly,i am late to d futsal n tis cos d uncle very sorry to me....
my god,oni a futsal game wat.....
n d nx day,
not enough worker again,
i n my bro went to help again started at 8 eraly in d morning...
den....
wat is tiring.....
now i noe..
but,d uncle is more tiring,
v went through a pasar malam at tmn muda dere...
d uncle tell me tat he have very long time dint go pasar malam wit his family adi...
until tat....
i heard until oso my heart feel very sour adi......
den...
bcos of v r out of days to work...
v start to O.T of tat saturday.....
til midnight 1.30am oni reach home....
all worker work like a bull....
so am i...
sweat?tiring feeling?
all uncomfortable feeling have all paralysed 7 hour ago.....
n...
i heard incoming call of uncle chun at 11pm tat night...
guess who is calling?
his 10++yr old daughter is talking s d result of missing his daddy n keep ask for him to his mom....
she tell uncle tat daddy,where r u??i have long time nvr saw u adi...i ate fish jz now o...so delicious....(in chinese)
my god........................................................................................................................
i dunno wat to say anymore.....
jz....
it let me think of 1 think,
whenever u r have good time,there r more of them outside or mayb v dunno,
r having bad time.....
tat is my conclusion....
wat have i learn is might b diff of u all...
so,i dint really put on comclusion...
hope u all learn or no somthing from tat......
thank you of spending time on tis....
i appreciate tat.....

lao shi shuo.....

2009-05-08T08:04:00.000-07:00

wo zhe ge ren o....
mei shen me you dian,
jiu,
ahahaha...
jiu zhen de mei shen me you dian....
dui le dui le...
wo na liang saga...
you le ming zhi,
xia xuan yue...
haha...yuan ying bu ming...
jiu jue de shi he ta....
dui le...
lao shi shuo,
zai ni xiang yi ge ren shi,
ni hui mei hua ta ma??
ke neng ni bu zhi dao,
bu guo wo jiu shi shi,
mei huia de tai li pu le....
ran hou kan hui qu,
cai ming bai,
wo zhi shi man zhu zhi ji cai xiang ta ba le...
haha....
jiang jiu mei you shen me fang bu fang de xia de dao li le...
dui le,
zai ci,zhu he wo yi wei peng you,
ta jia ren le...
zhu ta xing fu o...
^^
jing tian,
dang wo hui jia shi,
gen wo ma tan le xia tian,
ta gao shu wo,
ta ren shi ge ren,
30 sui zuo you,
hai mei jie hun,
ta hai hen zhi hao de shuo,
aiya.......
man man lai la...
chi xie hai bu ci,.....
wo gei ta zha dao....
ta hai mei you nv peng you,
30 sui zuo you le,
zhi neng shuo,
ta yi liu.....

wo r....
mei shen me fan nao,
zhen de mei shen me fan nao,
wo yao shen me you shen me,
peng you,wo you,hai hen hao de...
jia ting,wo you,ba,ma,jie,jie,di...

窗没关完。。
光光的从中间透进来。。
墙壁上，
看到风扇的旋。。
1.5引擎，
对我来说刚刚好。。。
我没灵感，
不会炒菜，
韦礼安好无聊。。

fa dai shi tu ran xiang dao ge ren shen da dao li,
shil lian,
jiu shi bi sai,
rang dui fang hou hui,
haha...zhe hen you zhi...

hai hao wo bu shi...

yue liang a...

kan kan ni,

mei de rang hu shui du ji,

you rang ren yu ba bu neng,

dui ni you ai you hen.....

wo ting fu kua de...
haha...you shi hen di diao...
yi jing lei de bu zhi dao zhi ji zai jiang shen me le....
hei kuang yan jing....
chang le mou xie dong xi.....

aaaa....
kan ba...
zhen de mei shen me dong xi jiang....
xin ku ni men le.....
kan dao zhe li de sha gua men....

hahaha....

yeah!!!!

2009-05-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

haha....i go out wit them again....
got boo,kok,kun,yi...
haha...v sit kok d car to midvalley...
very nice trip 4 me n kok...
dunno y...
haha...
long time no c them adi gua....
they all chattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.....
den i noe many of their news...
haha....
ok la...
walk a whole day tired adi,
bb la...
good night u all....

haha.............................^^

2009-04-03T08:52:00.000-07:00

ben lai yi wei you hen duo dong xi xiang shuo,
yi shang le zhe li,
shen me dou xiang bu dao le...
tai lan le...
xia xia xia xin qi yao da kao le...
wo dei nu li le!!
ba zhi qian tou lan de shi jian qiang hui lai!!!
haha....
ge wei...
jia you!!
ke neng ni men gen wo de gong zuo gang wei bu tong,
bu guo,
haha....
jiu lian zhang lang dou zai jie tou mo mo nu li zhe,
lian zhang lang dou jia you le,
ni men wei he bu ne???
haha....
jia you jia you!!

haha...

2009-03-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

lao shi shuo,
lao zi gen ben mei you fan nao,
lao zi gen ben mei you you chou,dan,
lao shi tong yang de wen ti,
lao diao ya d lyrics,
lao gen shui zhe wo,
lao lao de,ye
lao lao de....
xing ying bu li....
jiu xiang yue liang....

tu ran jue de song le yi kou qi leh,

deng deng,
shi wo tai lan le ma??????
haha....ying gai shi,
kan lai na xie lian suo xun xi zhen de shi hen ling de...
yi hou zhen de dei fa yi fa gei bie ren,
mei chi dou rang zi ji de shou ji mai zhang yi xie you de mei de la ji jian xun...
ran hou dang ran mei yun jiu zui hou gen zhe ni looooooo~~~~~
you dao li.....

wao~~~
hao suang......
^^

da jia hao....
wo hui lai le!!!!
jiu wei le.....da jia.....

wo jiao yue

连占了牛奶的chipsmore...keep crying wit me....

2009-03-11T05:48:00.000-07:00

yi qie de yi qie,
dou shi wo de cuo,
wo mei rang ni xiang xing wo men hui you jie guo,
xiang xing wo,
wo neng zuo de wo dou zuo le,
hehe,
jiu rang wo de yan shui,
fu chen zhe,
rang ta,
rang nu li,
rang yu shui,
dang zuo you yi ke xing xing de zui luo,
de pian wei....qu.....

hie~~

2009-03-07T08:14:00.000-08:00

so glad of tat....

ohya,i have start,my sem3 adi luu....
i meet them again adi..yeah...
so happy to meet them bak,
but if there r happy or not,
i not dare say,
but i think so gua,
haha
n,d 'driver' bday at last thursday,
v bought a cake 4 her,
haha,
den i jz 'pak' one sound n put d cake on d table,
after they all eat their order at d foodcourt under d lrt roadway,
jz lik other bday gather,
bday song,candle,wishes,
but when v r going to bak home,
i heard S.T said,
wat a bad bday,
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhhhhh~~~~~
my god....
i have spoil another bday again!!!!
ya,i admit,i jz put on d cake too suddenly,
without any surprise,
sorry galz...i am romantic-extra-immune-antibody-guy
i dunno those kind of procedure...
but,
haizzz,i hvav spoil again.........
hmm...as u noe,i am a group leader,
so,very normally,i am oso d organiser of most kind of parties,
n bday party is most organised...
but,
i don rem which party i had sucessfully well organised,
i am quite a bad organiser....>.<>

haha...in chinese version...
hope one day i can sucessfully cre8 n recorded a complete version of
tat song...

ohya,frens,i have a news to tell u,
which regarded my health,
my health is dropping,
myself now tat,
my memory is getting lesser n lesser,
white hair come out more n more,
body quality oso not as fit as b4,
my knee oways injured,
my headache getting worst n worst...
blood circulate bcame slowly n slowly,(as i oways get a seriuos drowsy when i move from unmove a certain period)
til here,i have to remind u tat,
u r now c+ing my 18 yr old fellow blog,not 80's...
huh.....

i believe mood is d major reason my health quality is dropping.....

tats all 4 today...thank you....

hi, me again...n again....

2009-02-28T10:03:00.000-08:00

（天空是灰色的，
海水是灰色的，）
走在每天回家的路，
生活从没停止忙碌，
我真的好想停下脚步，
能将身边的你看清楚。。
是我习惯对你，
习惯对你冷淡招呼，
我还亏欠你拥抱的力度。。
你微笑的模样逐渐模糊。。。《摘自习惯你-陈势安》

走在回家的黑黑的路，
惊觉发现身后有脚步，
我加快速度,
踢空石子发现其实是自己的脚步。。

我开始盲目，
品尝九刀，虚度假日，
职业杀手，肮张喷嚏，
五月天专辑,bingxiang
......

i....
i was always d lonely one,
i am oso wonder y,
where had came wrong?

thinking of sky blue of you,
smiling on grey down of dream day...

standing alone inside d photograph,
i used to be it,
every every tiny,stickers of anniversary bookmark,
series of poem,and memories,
it can be threw anytime from now...

i standing down d old light on d roadside,
waiting for an answer,
but,
i am just diving,
thousand miles deep into sea...

now oni i noe,
look down d roadway from d 3rd floor,
d feeling of pessengers tat passed through my retina,
colour of theirs are not always rainbow as it shows...

there will no sky blue colour anymore,
left oni sky GREY instead...
i am colourblind..

it used to,
thousand,of colours,
billions of people,
.....

but it seems,
i can find u very easily,
even though u r hidding...
under cover of busy roadside,
bcos oni u r pinky,
oni u r bluEY...

stars cant satisfied my soul,
broken lyriss of ACTOR,
tat is just so true...

reality is so cruel,
air cond is oways so cold,
twisty is chrispy,
whale seems to b wheel,
n wat am i whispering,
who is going to hear me,
n who r d one who going to cry me,
will u?

hi, me again...

2009-02-10T09:22:00.000-08:00

yeah, yup, i am going to tel you my newest news as usual...hmm,i meet a gal,a form5 gal(tis yr), she......i have nothing to say bout her,dunno.....dunno.....dunno.....

close topic....

now oni i noe seldom boy watch moon,n i hav been praise romantic bcos of tat...wakao...(am i?)n d gal tat told me tat,teach me a priceless course bout toughest lesson in d world(gal mind)...she said,romantic is very personal,even if u give a single candy to d right person,she wil oso b very very appreciate of tat,(even if absent of roses,big huggable bears,uphill dinner n so on)

i am really really unsuitable to have relationship(i guess)...or else,i am a super unlucky guy(unlucky to those gals),i rem they was really really tears in fornt of me...i dunno...n,i hav come out wit an idea,i hav to b more mature...i must!!!i really don hope to c tears anymore,or feeling gone....huh~

ohya,i have a month of holiday from now(i guess)..so boring,i don lik holiday,i don lik staying inside cage..n going out 4 peanut on trees lik monkey everyday,everyday,everyday...i started to find fren,chatting,chatting,n chatting...it really help,even if a long long long time,oni c each other once in d lifetime,oni meet one eye,she could help...

now,i hav to say sorry bout those tat i will turn d other side instead of saying HELLO HOW R U????i am not really a friendly person,i am not a sociable gemini,i dunno how to handle if walking on d road n meet u without any preparation...i will b nervous....sorry ya....tis consider i am not really a true fren....ya,i admit....

4 those who send me mail every times when u receive nice one,i really appreciate them well..i mean tat...even for some1 tat i totaly forgot ur face,name,or even hav no any idea of WHO R U????thanks....

ohya,i hav jz pass my second sem examination,i am sooooooo glad tat i think i had improvement compare to last sem...hehe...(ignore tis if i hav to repeat or resit certain paper during nx sem result come out)....

4 those who having SPM tis yr,i....wish u all get flying colour OK?get wat u deserve to get....

haha,....dunno y,i used to think(imagine)i have super power,u noe ONE PIECE??i love it....i admire main character luffy`s bro d most....he had ate fire miracle fruit n result in super ability of fire happen on his body...he is owesome...i used to imagine,IF i hav tat kind of power,4 sure i will order a suit 4 myself secretly....hehe....4 saving other life....to b HERO...cool~~~~~~den i wil b very protective,i can protect every ppl tat i noe secretly,letting them no hurt,or wat....^^

n....will u feel boring on reading these kind of bull shit???4 me,i will definitely block tis fellow....
wat a boring person....haha....

my dad,i noe my dad is very worrying bout me...haha....but dunno y,everytimes he say something on me,(normally bad thing),i am not tat care actually....i am not sooooo respect him...i know tat...even if i compare his age to mr.OBAMA n asking him DEN U????...but,nobody,my dad is really a HERO 4 me...(not anymore since he destroyed all my cards very very violentlyi think)...

my dear fren,i hav to tel u,or u hav d rite to noe,i think my brain memory is not tat good compare to u all,all of u....i started try hardly to rem bak all my childhood,primary,secondary memory,but,they was very very blur.....during primary skol,i used to b a assitance class leader of 30++ ppl...i really don rem much bout them adi....really....or,i am jz too forgetfull??as a pure blooded GEMINI...i used to forget things very easily...i use to think tat,one day,when i lost my memory,at all...god oni let me rem one ppl stay inside my memory...d most important ppl,who wil it b?haha...u r really really seriously thinking too much....i noe ur brain is jz flashing tat sentence jz now.....but nvm....^^....

tis is a sickness......i think.....i am totally sick......i am sick of IT.....

stil tat normal

2008-08-13T15:08:00.000-07:00

halo~~~u dere...how r u?

i stil thought i wil got a gf at tis bigbig college....haha....omost pass 1 semester....exam wil b coming very very soon...huh....dunno.....

ohya,4got to tell u...i am a grouprep leh....geng leh??d courserep choosed me d...^^....she said i looked very honest wor,after noeing each other,she said quite regret to choose me me...so sad..i wil b in charge 20 ppl....wao~~~wao~~QS reali many ppl study leh...300++wakao!!i think when i graduate,i said IF i can pass those exam....mayb dere wil b some1 i nvr seen b4 d tim...haha...i am d 8th group leader...haha,so lucky,if i consider QS as character in BLEACH,i wil b d 8th 'fan' captain...haha....got watch BLEACH or not a u???very nice d neh...

at night now,i mean midnight,6.13....i haven sleep....zZZzzZZ

ooo,today is ghost festival leh......think until oso feel scare scare d....

stil tat sentences,so miss my secondary skolmates leh,hmm,so sad i stil hav no car....or not...hehe...find them all one by one,of course la,wait petrol price drop a bit 1st la...kaka....

these days i dare not to sing lould adi.....cos i found a recorder inside my dictionary,den i try redord my voice sing sing a bit....wakao....wat a terrible sound!!!rupa i cannot sing neh....nowonder my family asked me don sing at hse la.....T.T

wao~~~these few days i act yao wat again neh...haiz....dunno y tat feel sunddenly came back infect me...cos my groupmates worry bout me....so useless la...b man b until lik tat...cannot adi,act happi oso hav to act adi....think har think har,i reali cannot work when i stil studying neh,wen wu shuang quan reali not easy to b....

MMmmm...i worte so many adi,act i dunno izit d way to write blog???dunno....oh~~~jz now i go 1 of my fren d blog c c....i realised she is quitting neh.....dunno y neh....

At d middle of d night,
i am alone infront of my sis laptop,
writting bored stuff...

k la..gd nite to me ba...^^ al d best my fren!!!

NEW COLLEGE....NEW LIFE~~~

2008-06-14T00:02:00.000-07:00

haha....its me again....writing boring stuff again!!!
Omg..i supposed to do my moutaian of Hw d....but now...hearing a thousand miles away(by jay chao)....bday coming lo....wan grow up one yr more liao....actually i am not happy bout tat...other den receive a piece of ckae from mom...hehe,even is one piece,my reali very warming...^^..hehe...tis college realli big leh...ways make me d last to enter d claSS....so miss my secondary frenS...those lecturers reali very GENG leh..giving and giving soooooooooo mnay assignment....chyam lo cham lo....reali no much time liao...

hmm..these few days i hav no dream at all...dunno y...n keep on late wake,actully i knew my hp is ringing to wake me up but i jz ......one more sec 1 more sec,den 1 more min ....bu zhi bu jie d....an hour late liao....haiz....reali very phycologyLY suffer...3

lost liao...T.T~~~~~

2008-04-16T07:26:00.000-07:00

aaaahhh~~~~my book of lyrics lost!!!Omg...all my creative works gone....my memories,melody...GONE!!!!....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........

sAd!!!!!!!!! ya,i played basketball finally...so hard to control d ball...i stil thought slam dunk d kaeda skills so easy to learn....too look down of baksetball liao...

i am jobless!!!hiaz..these few days,not should b month,i am so useless...jz totally same as useless wood...i dint do anything at hse,wan find a job oso hard with my `cheat` skill,bcos i will oni work a month more b4 i start my Q.S journey at TARC..den my fren suggest me to cheat those supervisor tat i will not study anymore let them think i will work a long period 4 them...but,everytimes i do tat,i will feel guity n I REALI NOT TALENTED AT LIEYING..haiz...useless........

TODAY...

2008-03-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

today,i went back to sss with my brother...the skol stil fine,as mano oso fine(i think)...my mom n dad is scolding me while on de way to dere...made my mood very bad...after tat,i saw alan,fu,ganesh,ah yu,n de duck sound teacher(i 4got name adi),chinese teacher...happy to c them still fine...THE MOST HAPPY THING IS...i saw her...she is still tat looking gd as usual...stil a prefect..haha...i hav a simple chat wit her...tat adi enough as fuel 4 me to stay happy a whole afternoon...think bak oso happy...HAIZ...no la..bcos of no1 remember me ma,oni her
(i mean lower senior) stil rem me...sss got many new student tis yr liao...many leng lui oso...

after doing those unnesesery stuff,i done all de fotostate n sign from mrs.mano den i walk to de nearest bus stop by foot,so tiring...n i bought a bottle wit water..wakao...n de hot sun...after tat i waited bout 10++min 4 de 1st bud came...den turn one more bus at suntex U40 i rem direct to jusco...wakao...so many ppl...(bik)until me lik jelly fish...along de road to jusco,my mom called me twice to make sure i am fine...haiz...i am so useless...den,i reach jusco finaly,walk bout 20++min again to find a bookshop 4 sampul surat n bak to jusco(maluri)...after meet my fren,settle all de stuff 4 retake spm paper,go eat kfc zinger maxx burger,den go to shah alam directly....den,i sleep de whole omost an hour journey(dunno wat made me so sleepy after i on tat car)...after sudmit all de form to tat misai guy,v bak to k.l...a bored journey...

Den,tat auntyfetch me bak to jusco...den i wait bus bak to tmn muda...go rent comic,c finish den i sleep til my mom bak n ask me tell all de thing to her wat i meet or wat....so tired...after answering all those...i go sleep directly...

tats all...boring day,,,,

原来

2008-03-14T19:30:00.000-07:00

原来，恋爱的重点，不在于谁喜欢我，而在于，我喜欢谁。。
暧昧的终点，是终日思念，还是以后。。不再相见。。

spm放榜，所有影片已经上映，成了定局。

我就像包装纸，有着华丽外衣，里面放不下一颗沙砾。。。

dunno actually got ppl look at it or not.....

2008-01-12T07:28:00.000-08:00

haha...ya..me again...huh...finally i got my job!!haha...as a ice-cream shop worker...yeah...i had filled up bout 10+ form jz 4 a job...Dome,Starbuck,San-Francisco coffee,S+J,Gengi Sushi,even yu ren shen oso i asked....but oni one tat i oni left my name n contact number in hurry called me 4 interview...luckily,i got it....so happy...^^...but,haiz,now oni i noe i seriously very lack of friendship...hmm..supposed to said when i nid them,no 1 of them bsid,but,when they nid me or find me...i wil try my best to contact them...haa...gd guy oso wil tired huh??somtimes i reali wan to wear a pure white mask n b not me 4 a short period when dere is no1...crazy izit?haha...ya i think..hmm...actually,all my fault...who called my forehead got writen 'boring' word big big n cos all of them dun wan chat long wit me...haizzzzzzz....i oni can release all my stress here...wearing a mask to deal wit ppl...god,can u gimme a person tat can listen to me?or....jz talk to me??i am tired to b listener bhind all de ppl...plz don b bored wit me k god?haha...cos i oways ask stuff from u..hehe..now i realised my way to write/type blog is soo complicated...i am jz talking to myself tat i will nvr want to look at it bak...nowonder no fren la me..haha...stranger might b not happy to my blog cos i hav not upload a single pic or writen properly or change font type tat may interest them to take a look...hei...i don nid them to take a look k?i am doing tis stuff in my way!!jz lik singing,i love to sing...tats wat my family member wil say if i singing again in front of bsid them...'cant u jz stop??plz??'.....'STOP!!!'.....'stoop~~T.T'..haha...my voice is a kind of suffer 4 them..kaka...but i don think so...u thought i am siniging 4 who??very hurt de le....T.T...hmm..nowadays start play a game called DoTa...wao...cool game 4 guys...haha...change topic...u noe wat??my handphone oways charge once when my family members charge theirs twice or more...u noe wat?not my hp special...is my munber special....ooooooways waiting ppl sms or call me...no matter who(excluding hotlink stuff)...haha...even now my hp oso full of battery...i had charged it bout 3 days le....haiz....c...tis is me...no fren find de me...sometimes i feel tat i can b sami liao...wat i think is full of 玄...ooo...on9 again le he/she...i am setting appear off9...oni 4 watch them when on9,when off9,when i set on9 he/she set off9,when i set appear off9 he/she set on9....haiz...am i tat bored????hehe...de ans is...ya,i think so..haa...thx 4 waste ur time watching tis bored person produced boring stuff...i reali appreciate..or u can contact me tat u hav c it,den find one day,i belanja yam cha..haha...true fren wat..haha...

sick le....

2007-12-30T06:27:00.000-08:00

老实说，我是没有想过，就当你生病了，想说随便玩玩的告诉某个人说帮忙祈祷一下，那个人竟然回答我说祈祷了,'it' still said i had done all de blessing,including indian,christian,buddhiest n many other way else..somemore,when i told 'it' i am still sicking n want 'it' immediately bless once more jz 4 fun..'it' just straight away stop conversation,2 hand stick together,closed eyes,n start praying 4 me after i jz turned away my head from 'it'..wat a true fren..i oways thought i am de one who oways do tat kind of bessing on others n finaly,my turn now..haha..thank you!! ya,is u!!thx 4 saying those things n all de blessing,n thx 4 calling me out so many times...i thought after i hav put so many aeroplane,no body dare to call me out anymore tim...

ya,wat a best medicine in this world from de sight of psychology,but,yeah~~i am stil sicking..mayb cos my antibiotic n fewer pills ate at wrong timing..wat it mean by 4 hour once???even now stil dunno...

i realised,a tiny request on healthy is how important..it realy priceless..it wil warm heart even malaysia is enough hot everytime even at nite..jz now,i hav heared fire cracker,dunno wat r u all doing at tis moment...any1..who had wasted time n energy read my poor english blog until now,me,hope u all hav a great day sincerly now n 4ver!!!don ever delete or ignore those caring even a single sentences sms..it may take oni 1~15 cent,but he/she is trying to forward tat message to u..tat moment,even 1 or 0.5 sec..they r wasting tat moment jz 4 u,frenz..

i used to imagine beeing a star on de dark huge nitesky,tat might b so quiet,looking on de ground,so many chess game is helding,all ppl is having their move,don u feel intresting?looking on ppl when they doing some funny action,lik digging their nose n thought no1 is observed n laughed at them...haha...a star wil take no responsible on eveything tat cos by it,jz stay n watching a comedy or tragedy wit live n exclusive!!

at de jz passed christmas nite,i had stayed a gd memory wit christmas,i used to think tat christmas oways wil b a festival tat i may never felt tat harmonies,warm,or another word,christmas feel...i hav lived 17++ yrs, i had watched S.C flying her n dere inside tv around 17 yrs times...now oni i realise my christmas nite might totally b same wit mooncake festival..haha..i am sitting in front of office,watching a perfectly full moon,drinking red bean sup,wit a little gal bsid..thx god 4 everything!!

i am setting appear offline again....no point 4 me to on9 rite?flashed bak b4 de conversation,i oni can say haizzzzz 4 my bored personality...eveerthing happen hav its own reason...jz lik no much ppl lik to chat wit me...EVEN U...haha...i am not blaming..jz..digging my own weakness out...

haha...wil tis blog boring??haha..i think so,its ok if u saying dirty thing or wat scolding me or wat now...plz clam down...actually i dint expected any1 of my fren now could read my typing until here...haha...if u r...congratzz...u can stand de top 100 boring stuff in this amasing earth which is my blog...dun worry,u r now qualified to sign ur own name under clasberg world record...u should b praise by al de world!!!haha...

y don i use colour to decorate my blog?it is bcos of i dun wan my blog jz de same wit others n i am lazy..normal or simple is de best 4 me in tis case..haha..

高级餐馆的我

2007-11-20T08:13:00.000-08:00

考试问卷，就像是刁蛮食客的订菜单，让我们这些盲目目的厨师，照着菜单一道一道地烹煮出自己对那道菜名的了解。首先是材料的准备新鲜（必须做最后温习），接着，火候的掌握（充分地控制住自己的心情）。　然后，调味料的运用（flexible curve,ruler,eraser)，而，还在实习的厨师将会运用出厨师之间的默契,以隔壁厨师的料理作为互相参考．而我，就是属于自暴自弃的二流厨师．自知厨艺不佳，不知道为什么就是认为自己不会是成功的大厨，不会一直获餐馆的肯定，永远不会荣获几个大奖，在厨艺界闻名，　但，就是喜欢作梦，幻想自己总有一天会荣获某个大奖，值得用上光宗耀祖的非凡荣誉，而后半辈子可以不用头顶与驼背平行过一辈子．在我那间高贵的餐馆里，我总是扮演跟着成功大厨们庞大背影的身后，默默地点头，微笑，贊同的角色．　他们总是爱谈论一些菜色的高级作法，高级的食谱，火侯的掌握记巧，名厨们的历史，炫耀他们对名厨们的了解，作过什么，怎样，哪里，为什么，等等，他们说到这里，我已经在角落一个人地哼着那几首饮歌，顿时的我就跟他们一样，一样在自己享受着自己的所作所为，可悲足够描述我顿时的心情．

yaya??????

2007-11-06T07:52:00.000-08:00

又一个烦闷的星期六晚上

2007-10-27T10:21:00.002-07:00

谢谢以前有看我的博客的人，你们不像某些人，看完了就到msn上去向我投诉我的英文烂。也谢谢给我鼓励的人。谢谢。。

现在是凌晨1.32，想起时钟快要到可以唱张智成的歌，却一点睡意都没有。

可能是之前，谁人说要我多写些东西上来的缘故，让我不知不觉地养成习惯了。

又一个烦闷的星期六晚上

没有很多人找我聊天的msn，set着虚假的buzy，忘了当初登录为的是什么。

为的是等你的出现。然而，你却不知道在做什么，迟迟不肯login。

每次，我都伤心地关机，明日脸上所长出的豆豆，长得真不值得。

stupid feel...

2007-10-20T09:49:00.000-07:00

i am vry poor in english..plz..don laugh at my eng after or reading or before reading de passages below,plz,hold ur laugh,don laugh out in front of my passages n let others noe my weaknesses..i appreciate ur coorperation..really..

start think of ppl again.......
sometimes,i reali hope tat dere wil b magician or chemis or scientis tat can giv me `wang qing sui'(somethings lik drug or medicein tat can let some1 4get his or her most beloved totally)(of course,4 free plz,i am quite poor)..
reali wanna forget many many about feeling de things..
dear my god:"i wil b facing SPM e,reali can't let me forget those useless adnoing(1 word tat pronoun lik tat) thinking?"
ya,tat wil b sweet when u thinking or missing someone or sometime i will smile by myself when doing tat,but,
dunno y(again~),a loneliness feeling will come out just lik free gift of missing tat ppl...my god!!

seriously,i am thinking to b heartless(i reali used to practise heartless n no-mood face in front of mirror)..god,da*n not suitable to my face!n de feeling of wan ppl is now in front of me keep on came out just lik when u compress certain gas(these few days lik chemistry very much,of course,lik is lik,de real su* result is reality)until a certain maximum limit,those gas particle wil b compresed into liquid form n when even more compress on it,de compreser wil burst n de big pressure released into surrounding in a sudden(tat is wat i feel)..i am going to b crazy(or mad)..
but,one benifit of havin tat kind of feel,learn to b calm down,breath,change gd mood in a short period(so,many ppl thought i hav two personality in tis body shale(some word call cover))..ya,oni tat single benifit..

spm spm spm spm spm spm spm spm spm spm spm.....is'it reali reali so actual to judge teenagers?if i fail certain subjects,will my future life b very poor,oways sad,run here run dere to escape owners(i mean pemiutang),n oways afraid of life,cannot see light(in cantonese plz),my children wil b look down by ppl??????????????ya,i don wan tat happen to me..but i reali don lik(hate de most) to sit in front of books n keep on reeeeeeeeeeeading n blessing power of god will help me to memories all of those tat insid examing area..plz..wat de h*ll is tat activity,is it healthy?healthier den playing or doing exercise?(phyzically(something lik tat))..even i tried to lent fren's bio notes to study..guess wat feeling of me used to read omost all of form 5 works?i act lik i am reading very very intresting story book(wit a little of curious n intrest at biology)!!add on de 2nd n 3rd paragraph above problems..how can i get gd result?haiz..

my fren r.k teach me one thing accidently de day b4 yesterday..mayb u n who now very gd in relation,no matter freindship, love or even brothers or sisters,one day in de future u will not meet him/her,or hate or wat,who noe?all of them now will oni b experience in ur future(thiking of wat u hav promise to meet who back how many years later,funny rite?)..so,tats y i oways used to choose not care,not hear,not think,not taste,not see on certain ppl tat trying to teach me to b more mature..plz..how old am i?if i don eat ice-cream,don see comic,don watch amination,don chew chewing gum now wit my feeling to them still warm,who noes i will regret or not?

today wrote so much of bullsh*t adi..start feel lonely again at tis moonless,startless,freedomless,you+less midnight..so,after these sooooo bullshit of wat i had wrote all,wat r u think bout me?tell me plz..++(if u reali understand half of above passage,u reali my true blood diamond fren..tel me if u r..)

i think tis is my 1st blog..

2007-09-29T08:28:00.000-07:00

these few days..i reali seems moodless..dunno y..most of my fren askin y am i look lik tat?mayb is because of i dint saw her today..after de last time relationship,i learn to b tough,not to show my weak side to others..i wanna thx her to teach me tat..but de fees of this lesson was too high 4 me..sufferes,loneliness..u noe i hav put on how many days of suffering cannot sleep jz bcos of u?