2009年2月28日星期六

hi, me again...n again....

(天空是灰色的,
海水是灰色的,)
走在每天回家的路,
生活从没停止忙碌,
我真的 好想停下脚步,
能将身边的你看 清楚。。
是我习惯对你,
习惯对你冷淡招呼,
我还亏欠你拥抱的力度。。
你微笑的模样逐渐模糊。。。《摘自习惯你-陈势安》

走在回家的黑黑的路,
惊觉发现身后有脚步,
我加快速度,
踢空石子发现其实是自己的脚步。。

我开始盲目,
品尝九刀,虚度假日,
职业杀手,肮张喷嚏,
五月天专辑,bingxiang
......

i....
i was always d lonely one,
i am oso wonder y,
where had came wrong?

thinking of sky blue of you,
smiling on grey down of dream day...

standing alone inside d photograph,
i used to be it,
every every tiny,stickers of anniversary bookmark,
series of poem,and memories,
it can be threw anytime from now...

i standing down d old light on d roadside,
waiting for an answer,
but,
i am just diving,
thousand miles deep into sea...

now oni i noe,
look down d roadway from d 3rd floor,
d feeling of pessengers tat passed through my retina,
colour of theirs are not always rainbow as it shows...

there will no sky blue colour anymore,
left oni sky GREY instead...
i am colourblind..

it used to,
thousand,of colours,
billions of people,
.....

but it seems,
i can find u very easily,
even though u r hidding...
under cover of busy roadside,
bcos oni u r pinky,
oni u r bluEY...

stars cant satisfied my soul,
broken lyriss of ACTOR,
tat is just so true...

reality is so cruel,
air cond is oways so cold,
twisty is chrispy,
whale seems to b wheel,
n wat am i whispering,
who is going to hear me,
n who r d one who going to cry me,
will u?

2009年2月10日星期二

hi, me again...

yeah, yup, i am going to tel you my newest news as usual...hmm,i meet a gal,a form5 gal(tis yr), she......i have nothing to say bout her,dunno.....dunno.....dunno.....

close topic....

now oni i noe seldom boy watch moon,n i hav been praise romantic bcos of tat...wakao...(am i?)n d gal tat told me tat,teach me a priceless course bout toughest lesson in d world(gal mind)...she said,romantic is very personal,even if u give a single candy to d right person,she wil oso b very very appreciate of tat,(even if absent of roses,big huggable bears,uphill dinner n so on)

i am really really unsuitable to have relationship(i guess)...or else,i am a super unlucky guy(unlucky to those gals),i rem they was really really tears in fornt of me...i dunno...n,i hav come out wit an idea,i hav to b more mature...i must!!!i really don hope to c tears anymore,or feeling gone....huh~


ohya,i have a month of holiday from now(i guess)..so boring,i don lik holiday,i don lik staying inside cage..n going out 4 peanut on trees lik monkey everyday,everyday,everyday...i started to find fren,chatting,chatting,n chatting...it really help,even if a long long long time,oni c each other once in d lifetime,oni meet one eye,she could help...


now,i hav to say sorry bout those tat i will turn d other side instead of saying HELLO HOW R U????i am not really a friendly person,i am not a sociable gemini,i dunno how to handle if walking on d road n meet u without any preparation...i will b nervous....sorry ya....tis consider i am not really a true fren....ya,i admit....


4 those who send me mail every times when u receive nice one,i really appreciate them well..i mean tat...even for some1 tat i totaly forgot ur face,name,or even hav no any idea of WHO R U????thanks....


ohya,i hav jz pass my second sem examination,i am sooooooo glad tat i think i had improvement compare to last sem...hehe...(ignore tis if i hav to repeat or resit certain paper during nx sem result come out)....


4 those who having SPM tis yr,i....wish u all get flying colour OK?get wat u deserve to get....


haha,....dunno y,i used to think(imagine)i have super power,u noe ONE PIECE??i love it....i admire main character luffy`s bro d most....he had ate fire miracle fruit n result in super ability of fire happen on his body...he is owesome...i used to imagine,IF i hav tat kind of power,4 sure i will order a suit 4 myself secretly....hehe....4 saving other life....to b HERO...cool~~~~~~den i wil b very protective,i can protect every ppl tat i noe secretly,letting them no hurt,or wat....^^

n....will u feel boring on reading these kind of bull shit???4 me,i will definitely block tis fellow....
wat a boring person....haha....


my dad,i noe my dad is very worrying bout me...haha....but dunno y,everytimes he say something on me,(normally bad thing),i am not tat care actually....i am not sooooo respect him...i know tat...even if i compare his age to mr.OBAMA n asking him DEN U????...but,nobody,my dad is really a HERO 4 me...(not anymore since he destroyed all my cards very very violentlyi think)...


my dear fren,i hav to tel u,or u hav d rite to noe,i think my brain memory is not tat good compare to u all,all of u....i started try hardly to rem bak all my childhood,primary,secondary memory,but,they was very very blur.....during primary skol,i used to b a assitance class leader of 30++ ppl...i really don rem much bout them adi....really....or,i am jz too forgetfull??as a pure blooded GEMINI...i used to forget things very easily...i use to think tat,one day,when i lost my memory,at all...god oni let me rem one ppl stay inside my memory...d most important ppl,who wil it b?haha...u r really really seriously thinking too much....i noe ur brain is jz flashing tat sentence jz now.....but nvm....^^....


tis is a sickness......i think.....i am totally sick......i am sick of IT.....