2010...............

really not suit to look at my hp,
its 2010/01/01
my god......
dunno y leh...mood suddenly went down...


hahahhahahaahahahahahhahahahaha....happy new year...ops...
hehe..
hope u all d wish come true....
wish

end of the world don come b4 my death...

i wan to c the beautiful earth every seconds in my life....


hmm...i thought i have many to say............................
speechless adi...

hihi.....me again....

group rep return!!!

haha...
well, s u all can c,
i am quite a good mood rite?
amazing,
actually i am not,
haha....

jz that i went to counselling every week now,
smtms tue, wed,
haha...like a patient...
like a phycho...

haha.....no la...not that serious...
jz a little happen n a little tiny changes of my mind or
certain words that i kept silence that i used to suffer now....
ease that...

n help my mental development later on...
to b more healthy....jz that.....

bb la....
hope i will post happy stuff more on my next post....^^

back...

good morning, afternoon, evening and night to you...

long time never leave a message here adi,
well, many thing happens,
all assignment have to b done n submit by nx week,
manies haven touch...

today, i went to a couselling section,
there was a book on last monday,
ya, u are right, counselling,
why i need counselling?
i dont know,
jz that many of my fren said i am getting weirder and weirder,
i myself can feel that s well,
so, i went to there,
after a blood donation section,
i contribute 450ml of blood to the blood bank,
and cause of that,
i was late to the counselling section,
i don understand y my fren told me that counselling was fun,
actually it is not fun at all...
d counsellor is a fisherman(women i mean),
she prepare the worms and help get the bad emotion out of the lake of heart,
once i out of that tiny room,
i was unhappy and feelling depressed actually,
and i am a patient alike to c d doctor again next week...


thats the counselling,
now turn d boy n gal feeling stuff,
well,
mayb i was obviously shown out i had a good feeling to a gal in the coll,
but ya,
study is more important,
even now i need to back to counselling department weekly,
how can i chase after wit the condition of now my?
it unfair to the gal n myself,
so, i am getting gip of that,
hope i will recorver,
very very soon,
b4 the amend of feels of any party in my feeling contract.....(probably not me)

well, i have a strong feeling to like having a partner in my homealone house or room,
well again, not gal i mean,
i am meaning a dog,
one that i can chat to when i want,
it is a torture...

ma
are you afraid of i will jz talk to a dog
instead of u?
ba
i know a dog is expensive,
bro
i will take care of that, no worry,
sis
mayb u don know wat happen...

happy belated bday to my dear little bro,
i reali have fun wit you everytimes when v walk out for dinner,
to rent a comic b4 back home,
whispering when walk through the hse,
eating fruit jz right end of the comic shop....
all d best to you,
no cake, no song here,
but some black and white words instead..

hmmm......
i had heard one fellow on tv jz now,
he said when u r going to hell/heaven,
when u look back,
what kind of screen will that b?
at least,
you have to make sure that u have no regret in ur life...

but i can sure that,
if I
passed away in front of the laptop here now,
i will definately regret,
at anything and everything...
for those gals i dint voice out my feel, in every stage of age
for those friend i had ignored,
for those oppotunities that i had wasted,
for every single sand i had eyeing them drop to the other side s result of gravity,
for every scar on my body and soul,

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....
luckily i am not dying....hew~~~~~
i have so much thing to be done,
nvr chase after a gal properly,
nvr have a hand warm in hand feels,
nvr cook, :P
nvr propose,
n the biggest sorry,
nvr......ever love and taking care of my family

well,
i am making a wish,
plz,
make that wish with me,
don ever U dare to come @)!@ 2012

“珍惜眼前人” 还有 “加油！”

最后今晚 only '....' in chinese

主唱:林杯
改词:也是林杯
作曲:忘了

为你庆祝 终于飞去英国的优势
若有秘笈帮帮兄弟 愿意舍身担起一生一世那样危 虔诚值得我们跪
最后今晚 '陪你唱路太弯'
最后今晚 嫌你车zha太慢
最后一杯 你以后'飞向远海' 怕我们以后关心
夜夜寂寂寞念炒饭
最后今晚 明晚只得西餐
最后今晚 明天你不要残
以后一旦 有个代沟在中间
要再have fun亦不惯 '入夜前日出要调换 时间亦错乱'
就趁这晚好终止应否出国的争拗 尽快'想象'英国的美貌
但你杯面小心吃多了'智商会下降' '到那边读书睡眠记得兼'
最后今晚 '明晚没有laksa'
最后今晚 随便你怎去办
最后一杯 你以后别要孤单 怕我们以后不惯 日后我还会传你gua
'趁飞机还没有飞行' yeah...
最后一击放肆 愿你记得 上网到日出的那老日子 抱歉还有十一天我没法替你送行

i went mad on my sis door jz now.......

i was so stupid to rage on her door,
sorry door...
sorry neighbour...
but not sorry to sis...
yayaya....she is gal,i am boy,
i should take into consider tat i shouldnt get mad on her...no matter wat...
but she is realli totally unreasonable tis time....
..................................
ya...i had made cracks on her wooden door with my furious punch...
i was scared by myself....how mad could i b...
even now my hand is stil shacking(stiffening....something like tat)........
y???
y am i so stupid to intil get my punch to door?????????????!!!!!!!!!1
my god.......
is d door wrong?????
no...
izit my punch fault????
no...
den y i get my innocent punch into a innocent door????????????
wat have i done?????????????????

seriously i was totally out of control my rage tat period of time...
wat a calm guy huh.....
stupid,emo,easily get mad,door destroyer,hand unappreciater.....

DAMN!!!

when we meet again...on the roadside...

when there was long time for you to contact a certain person,
and you meet him/her in a roadside without any preparation,
what wil you react?
hi~~~how are you??
fine thank you?

thats y ppl should oways online,
chat about wat u went through currently,
let them noe,
it is not a question on fame or wat,
its a TOPIC...
when u meet back,
u can reflash back wat is the last topic u 2 chat with n about,
or remain silence......

i am,.....................huh................

i dunno.....whether i should continue or not....
there are distances....
mind, thinking, results,
master???....i don think so....

i am self look down again....
i will never reach her....
if and only if i keep my attitude....
i should change...i knew i should...
just...whenever i think until there are huge distance in results,
straight A??? forget about it...

what a useless....

i am just too forgetfull....
forgetful upon our distances sometimes and it flashed back after it in a sudden....
thats why...

jia you....you can go very high and further....

liability for a chairman of lung society

as i am the chairman of lung society, i should be very lunged...

but i spoiled a dinner just now,i dunno wat had happened to me,where is my skill all gone??i am speechless most of the time....

i....i dunno.....

seems i should retreat from the society chairman to b ordinary member of passenger....

actually, i am having a hak yi gai dinner tat booked a night before and all ppl involved get very excited,and now,again and again as expected,cancelled again...

huh.............

tat is very hard for me to organise trip adi....

exam is cuming soon,and u noe wat? i think i spoiled most of d good mood of my group,
yesterday i have joined other group for a tiny measurement tutorial, i saw their situation, tats wat a college group should be, happy, funny, active....

these are the elements tat my group left out...or i should said, forgot...

these may happened because of the relation in between group member have been changed far from each other....

yesterday, i have watch a nice ghost movie named DEAD SILENT or wat....something like tat...tat was awesome...not very frightened, n scary but most of the time is briefing about the story...nice movie....

i was dehydrated the whole day and i think tat is the main reason of why i am tat moody....ya,i will b like tat if i am out of water....

dunno tml i can donate blood or not leh...so long time dint donate adi,my last 2 pack of my blood have been used out i think....to save other from danger...
haha....so wei da like tat....but,imagine tat ur blood is circulate in others body mixed with theirs to continue their daily motion...nice feeling rite??

all d best for me plz.....phycologically needed.....

what have i done..........

what have i done????????
what happen to me???????
y...........

firstly,my memory getting worse and worse.....
it really disturbing me..

secondly,my semly sickness return to me...
hope it wont happen again...ever..

thirdly,my fren is worrying me especially jh st n xc...
they found that i am weird this week..

am i that useless to organise??
sarawak,
national park,
ipoh,
melaka,
genting,
penang....
all seems very very hard to achieve.....by me...

todAY measurement,
i am realy ....huh.......

yesterday,
i was..

enough...
its enough!!!!!!

i got a very good solution,conclusion...








which is...

keep on singing...
haha...
it worked!!


haha....
ohya,heres a trailer...
i am not going to college until 8pm s usual tis friday...
i am leaving to gathering...

sadly i couldnt get attendance for that building services...
teacher is too....striaght...


haha...
nvm...i am a grouprep,
i couldnt attend the class,
that is wat a grouprep shouldnt do....
^^

verY sorrY bloodY marY from me.......

after thinking for a whole week,
i have come out with a reason why i am that kind of un-confidential...
this is because of,
i am too confidential to my self on the other side...
just like north and south pole,
added and deducted...
dog and cat....(something like that)


when a person praise on me,
i will be very happy until a level of unbelievable and thinking like i am that good...
actually not...
i am not...
i know...
after i hurt orange`s bloody mary,
with my eclipse.....
i was too confident with my skill...
ya,
actually i can...........not really drive well....

to all of you that seeing this,
please try your best not to be my passenger....
or,
buy a huge number of insurance before you try so,
for all the fighter that tried me,
you must appreciate the best of you of the day you are having now,
from this second onwards....

beside that,
i would like to thank all of my friend that send your greeting to me,
no matter through facebook,
friendster,
messages,
msn,
or keep inside your heart that haven sent out to me,
THANK YOU.....(truely from the deep of my heart)

and my college friends...

you guess what,
they plan to celebrate me and another lady birthday with total 20++ people,
5 cars all together are fetching them from setapak to KEPONG....
there are 30minute journey IF AND ONLY IF no car pool....
there was a friday night at 19th of june,
when we had finished our building services tutorial at TARC at sharp 8pm,
they used an UNSER (driven by biu gor), KENARI ( that driven by orange),
john`s car(sorry john,i forgot what brand are you driving,you have just too many cars),
OLD SAGA (that driven by me) and one PERODUA (that driven by uncle LIM)
to fetch (thin,kian,peng,xian,teng,yang,seng and sheng,xin,ling,hua,yun,johnny,liang,wei,kwang,heng)and chloey stay near there and come along after we reached there...

can you see the list of people???
my godness...
that was a huge construction!!! (as we all will be QS someday at the future)
we went to a chinese restorant named OLD PENANG that just around kepong shopping complex(whether is carefour or jusco or what) that just infront of old otwn white coffee...
then,we seperate into 2 table which consist of 12 and 11 people..
and then the bill....
for the 11th people was rm150++, and rm190++ for the 12 one...(due to their pawn and fish)
hahahahahahaha......then seng was unhappy with the milk oil pawn that he suggest to order eaten by hwa and causing him eat no one of that....
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.......
fun la...
then they prepare a chocolate banana cake and then i and xin make our own wish together in the song of greeting that sang by them all...
then i asked them to sign on the bill of restorant for me....(dunno which of them dint sign...lack of 4 signs there...T.T)


you are asking me after that???
after that,
only NIGHT IS STILL YOUNG can be used to describe that situation...haha...
then,
TBR`s xian,hwa, and HOSTEL`s sheng and seng,ling is on my OLD SAGA(eclipse) for
SECOND ROUND....which is my house...
then peng is on orange car and staying overnight at orange house...
healthy STILL bloody mary and eclipse is starting a bog and cat fight in the long of mrr2...
i dint on the aircond,just enjoying the kiss of NATURAL VENTILATION (as i will be a QS someday at the future),we are native alike along the journey back to my house,shouting along the road,
hahahaha....that was so unforgetable...


two of THEM are parallel to each other before the straight YELLOW,
turning down the glasses and whispering to each other,
for about 30seconds,
just before the RED END.....

unexpectable,
bloody mary is leading eclipse to his ROOM,
that she is not supposed to actually at the mid of 19 and 20...
after the remote signaled,
then karaOK is began...........

just after water bathed sheng,
we empty a bottle of liquid with a group of 5 members...with satisfaction of a friday night...
then the saturday EARLY morning started,
a group of 5 including me is chatting deeply at the grounds`,
while group of 4 ladies is up for a showoff of skill,
the screen of camera remain unmoved for 4 and a half hour period...

just sharp 4.15,4young and talented male is suggested for a walk for surveying(still that,as we will be future QS someday at the future) and we went for survey housing area near the WHITE house,
we must be disturbing manies of sweet dreams while we are surveying(due to dog`s unbelievable smelling tallent).....hehe...

4.30,just passed a period of short 12minute surveying,bloody mary is asking for sleep and we went back and show her the way....
xian is deeply focus on her chess match while the remained 5 is up to a floor of 2...
still that,the remains still enjoyed themselves straight down to 7....

HERE THE PROCEDURE OF THE NEW WAR OF WORLD..
me down just immediately after xian(without any contribution of hardworking),
than sheng down of the famous phrase u DOWN i DOWN...

somewhere 5 or 6,hwa and ling is running out of bullet,
and the whole battle field remain seng...
he is acting RAMBOO and keep fighting alone with our down soldier phycologically support...
just beside the dead body of us....
than down oso...on a red rolling chair....after an hour...

8.30,i awake and awaken kunka alike them for YONG TAUHU just after mom`s caring becareful~~~~...
11.15,bloody mary reached and 3 of them sitting two table distance from full stomach of us...
after the deduction of tree product from our wallet,
we end the celebration by fetching back to TBR and HOSTEL...

THE END....

keyboard...........

keyboard............................
haiz....................................................

hou hui le ba....

zhen xi wang ni shuo de bu shi wo....
wo mei you cuo...
cuo jiu cuo zai wo yi dian dou bu zhi dao ni zai xiang shen me....
ni zai shuo de shi bie ren ba ?????????????

bu shi wo!!!!



its ENUF!!!!!


wo yi dian dou bu xiang zai chai le......



wo mei you cuo...xiao hong ren

tired..

u smile...
i smile...
true smile can cure everything...

心若倦了。。。。。。。。泪也干了。。。。。

hao tong ku......



buliaoqing

orientation..............(dunno spell correct or not)

i have jz pass through yr one of my course Quantity Surveying...
n s m dear course rep is stil having things to do,den i n some of my course mate went to helpn stand d whole orientation of d freshie....
yesterday morning,i woke up at 7,brush tee,bath,n finally i drove to skol....
i went there on time n everything is well organise by d senior,v jz follow d sequence to run d orientation den will b fine....
den,ms boo carried 300++ ppl come out from d college hall,
wao~~~~so zhuang guan....
den v carried them to dk(dewan kuliah) W to run d orientation...
there r freshie,pretties,freshies, n pretties....
v pick course rep,asst c.r,printing manager,sport manager,n so on BY...
letting them fill in their spm result n secondary skol co-cu commetee...
den...unlucky 6 ppl result standing outside n letting other to vote...
finally,a gal dunno call wat name adi got 82 vote..(2nd 47,3th8 vote)n of course..
i think her sporting att made them to vote her more...i think....duno...i am jz kelefeh(tat other 4got to intro myself to them..wat an invisible...T.T)
den i drove home....
den bath,
drove bro to dinner,
back to watch IJIMAE,
den 100% entertainment,(so disapppointed cos all jolin taiwan concert news......not funny s usual)
den chased bro to use laptop,(i use comp)
msning....
den hotmailing....
den taggeding.....
den friendstering....(jz wan view one facebook fren profile but lazy n tired adi now....)
n finally,
blogging....
den later go brush tee,wash face,den sleep...
^^...
d end,
of a good monday~~~~




good night~^^

so sad 4 d workers...

i have been helping my dad to side working 4 bout 2 day....
first day,
i went der jz after my mom incoming "morning call" to wake me up to help my dad partner....mr.chun...
he have spent omost half of his life to work wit my dad...
he is a very very hardworking n nice guy...
when i heard he is going to work on his own early in d morning at 9a.m with empty stomach to tavel big concrete drainish cover,i jz wake up n "drift" down hulu langat hill to help him....
each of d concrete cover about 60++kg...
n he is going to travel tat wit hand!!!!to a tiny moving machine v called bobcat to small lorry t transfer them to side near bangi...
actually,i myself try to move tat wit my own...
n results injured...
very very very very heavy....
even me(not very fit actualy) i cant carry tat on my own at all...
but a 40++yr old man?????
with my little help,v got sweat n smelly shirt n starting to bangi at 10.30...
den,v have to move those heavy concrete cover on our own to a correct place....
so so so so so tiring...
den v have our lunch at mix rice stall near my house at 2pm...
v all exhausted adi tat time....(i am jz add add add rice as usual)
after eating,
i thought i can drive home finally adi...
but,d uncle stil have to transfer 9 more 70++kg concrete cover....
due to futsal wit kok them at 5pm,
i stil went 4 helping....
cos d uncle.....is too san fu adi...even wit paid...but,come on,ladies n gentlemen,
wat job r u doing???
sales??
accountant trainee??
very tiring????
very hot without aircond?????
very tiring after sit or stand 4 a whole afternoon?????
let me tell u...
u still have no idea wat is actually tired about...
go under d hot sun,
moving heavy cover...
wit ur own hand,
hungry oso cannot eat 1st cos other worker is under d hot sun as well to waiting for ur cover to start their work,
cannot rest...
no seat,
no air cond of course...
my god.....
compare to tat...
all ur job or work is just actually playing n playing around.......
n lastly,i am late to d futsal n tis cos d uncle very sorry to me....
my god,oni a futsal game wat.....
n d nx day,
not enough worker again,
i n my bro went to help again started at 8 eraly in d morning...
den....
wat is tiring.....
now i noe..
but,d uncle is more tiring,
v went through a pasar malam at tmn muda dere...
d uncle tell me tat he have very long time dint go pasar malam wit his family adi...
until tat....
i heard until oso my heart feel very sour adi......
den...
bcos of v r out of days to work...
v start to O.T of tat saturday.....
til midnight 1.30am oni reach home....
all worker work like a bull....
so am i...
sweat?tiring feeling?
all uncomfortable feeling have all paralysed 7 hour ago.....
n...
i heard incoming call of uncle chun at 11pm tat night...
guess who is calling?
his 10++yr old daughter is talking s d result of missing his daddy n keep ask for him to his mom....
she tell uncle tat daddy,where r u??i have long time nvr saw u adi...i ate fish jz now o...so delicious....(in chinese)
my god........................................................................................................................
i dunno wat to say anymore.....
jz....
it let me think of 1 think,
whenever u r have good time,there r more of them outside or mayb v dunno,
r having bad time.....
tat is my conclusion....
wat have i learn is might b diff of u all...
so,i dint really put on comclusion...
hope u all learn or no somthing from tat......
thank you of spending time on tis....
i appreciate tat.....

lao shi shuo.....

wo zhe ge ren o....
mei shen me you dian,
jiu,
ahahaha...
jiu zhen de mei shen me you dian....
dui le dui le...
wo na liang saga...
you le ming zhi,
xia xuan yue...
haha...yuan ying bu ming...
jiu jue de shi he ta....
dui le...
lao shi shuo,
zai ni xiang yi ge ren shi,
ni hui mei hua ta ma??
ke neng ni bu zhi dao,
bu guo wo jiu shi shi,
mei huia de tai li pu le....
ran hou kan hui qu,
cai ming bai,
wo zhi shi man zhu zhi ji cai xiang ta ba le...
haha....
jiang jiu mei you shen me fang bu fang de xia de dao li le...
dui le,
zai ci,zhu he wo yi wei peng you,
ta jia ren le...
zhu ta xing fu o...
^^
jing tian,
dang wo hui jia shi,
gen wo ma tan le xia tian,
ta gao shu wo,
ta ren shi ge ren,
30 sui zuo you,
hai mei jie hun,
ta hai hen zhi hao de shuo,
aiya.......
man man lai la...
chi xie hai bu ci,.....
wo gei ta zha dao....
ta hai mei you nv peng you,
30 sui zuo you le,
zhi neng shuo,
ta yi liu.....













wo r....
mei shen me fan nao,
zhen de mei shen me fan nao,
wo yao shen me you shen me,
peng you,wo you,hai hen hao de...
jia ting,wo you,ba,ma,jie,jie,di...













窗没关完。。
光光的从中间透进来。。
墙壁上，
看到风扇的旋。。
1.5引擎，
对我来说刚刚好。。。
我没灵感，
不会炒菜，
韦礼安好无聊。。













fa dai shi tu ran xiang dao ge ren shen da dao li,
shil lian,
jiu shi bi sai,
rang dui fang hou hui,
haha...zhe hen you zhi...

hai hao wo bu shi...













yue liang a...

kan kan ni,

mei de rang hu shui du ji,

you rang ren yu ba bu neng,

dui ni you ai you hen.....













wo ting fu kua de...
haha...you shi hen di diao...
yi jing lei de bu zhi dao zhi ji zai jiang shen me le....
hei kuang yan jing....
chang le mou xie dong xi.....













aaaa....
kan ba...
zhen de mei shen me dong xi jiang....
xin ku ni men le.....
kan dao zhe li de sha gua men....

hahaha....

yeah!!!!

haha....i go out wit them again....
got boo,kok,kun,yi...
haha...v sit kok d car to midvalley...
very nice trip 4 me n kok...
dunno y...
haha...
long time no c them adi gua....
they all chattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.....
den i noe many of their news...
haha....
ok la...
walk a whole day tired adi,
bb la...
good night u all....

haha.............................^^

ben lai yi wei you hen duo dong xi xiang shuo,
yi shang le zhe li,
shen me dou xiang bu dao le...
tai lan le...
xia xia xia xin qi yao da kao le...
wo dei nu li le!!
ba zhi qian tou lan de shi jian qiang hui lai!!!
haha....
ge wei...
jia you!!
ke neng ni men gen wo de gong zuo gang wei bu tong,
bu guo,
haha....
jiu lian zhang lang dou zai jie tou mo mo nu li zhe,
lian zhang lang dou jia you le,
ni men wei he bu ne???
haha....
jia you jia you!!

haha...

lao shi shuo,
lao zi gen ben mei you fan nao,
lao zi gen ben mei you you chou,dan,
lao shi tong yang de wen ti,
lao diao ya d lyrics,
lao gen shui zhe wo,
lao lao de,ye
lao lao de....
xing ying bu li....
jiu xiang yue liang....

tu ran jue de song le yi kou qi leh,


deng deng,
shi wo tai lan le ma??????
haha....ying gai shi,
kan lai na xie lian suo xun xi zhen de shi hen ling de...
yi hou zhen de dei fa yi fa gei bie ren,
mei chi dou rang zi ji de shou ji mai zhang yi xie you de mei de la ji jian xun...
ran hou dang ran mei yun jiu zui hou gen zhe ni looooooo~~~~~
you dao li.....

wao~~~
hao suang......
^^


da jia hao....
wo hui lai le!!!!
jiu wei le.....da jia.....

wo jiao yue

连占了牛奶的chipsmore...keep crying wit me....

yi qie de yi qie,
dou shi wo de cuo,
wo mei rang ni xiang xing wo men hui you jie guo,
xiang xing wo,
wo neng zuo de wo dou zuo le,
hehe,
jiu rang wo de yan shui,
fu chen zhe,
rang ta,
rang nu li,
rang yu shui,
dang zuo you yi ke xing xing de zui luo,
de pian wei....qu.....

hie~~

so glad of tat....












ohya,i have start,my sem3 adi luu....
i meet them again adi..yeah...
so happy to meet them bak,
but if there r happy or not,
i not dare say,
but i think so gua,
haha
n,d 'driver' bday at last thursday,
v bought a cake 4 her,
haha,
den i jz 'pak' one sound n put d cake on d table,
after they all eat their order at d foodcourt under d lrt roadway,
jz lik other bday gather,
bday song,candle,wishes,
but when v r going to bak home,
i heard S.T said,
wat a bad bday,
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhhhhh~~~~~
my god....
i have spoil another bday again!!!!
ya,i admit,i jz put on d cake too suddenly,
without any surprise,
sorry galz...i am romantic-extra-immune-antibody-guy
i dunno those kind of procedure...
but,
haizzz,i hvav spoil again.........
hmm...as u noe,i am a group leader,
so,very normally,i am oso d organiser of most kind of parties,
n bday party is most organised...
but,
i don rem which party i had sucessfully well organised,
i am quite a bad organiser....>.<>

haha...in chinese version...
hope one day i can sucessfully cre8 n recorded a complete version of
tat song...










ohya,frens,i have a news to tell u,
which regarded my health,
my health is dropping,
myself now tat,
my memory is getting lesser n lesser,
white hair come out more n more,
body quality oso not as fit as b4,
my knee oways injured,
my headache getting worst n worst...
blood circulate bcame slowly n slowly,(as i oways get a seriuos drowsy when i move from unmove a certain period)
til here,i have to remind u tat,
u r now c+ing my 18 yr old fellow blog,not 80's...
huh.....









i believe mood is d major reason my health quality is dropping.....


tats all 4 today...thank you....

hi, me again...n again....

（天空是灰色的，
海水是灰色的，）
走在每天回家的路，
生活从没停止忙碌，
我真的 好想停下脚步，
能将身边的你看 清楚。。
是我习惯对你，
习惯对你冷淡招呼，
我还亏欠你拥抱的力度。。
你微笑的模样逐渐模糊。。。《摘自习惯你-陈势安》

走在回家的黑黑的路，
惊觉发现身后有脚步，
我加快速度,
踢空石子发现其实是自己的脚步。。

我开始盲目，
品尝九刀，虚度假日，
职业杀手，肮张喷嚏，
五月天专辑,bingxiang
......

i....
i was always d lonely one,
i am oso wonder y,
where had came wrong?

thinking of sky blue of you,
smiling on grey down of dream day...

standing alone inside d photograph,
i used to be it,
every every tiny,stickers of anniversary bookmark,
series of poem,and memories,
it can be threw anytime from now...

i standing down d old light on d roadside,
waiting for an answer,
but,
i am just diving,
thousand miles deep into sea...

now oni i noe,
look down d roadway from d 3rd floor,
d feeling of pessengers tat passed through my retina,
colour of theirs are not always rainbow as it shows...

there will no sky blue colour anymore,
left oni sky GREY instead...
i am colourblind..

it used to,
thousand,of colours,
billions of people,
.....

but it seems,
i can find u very easily,
even though u r hidding...
under cover of busy roadside,
bcos oni u r pinky,
oni u r bluEY...

stars cant satisfied my soul,
broken lyriss of ACTOR,
tat is just so true...

reality is so cruel,
air cond is oways so cold,
twisty is chrispy,
whale seems to b wheel,
n wat am i whispering,
who is going to hear me,
n who r d one who going to cry me,
will u?

hi, me again...

yeah, yup, i am going to tel you my newest news as usual...hmm,i meet a gal,a form5 gal(tis yr), she......i have nothing to say bout her,dunno.....dunno.....dunno.....

close topic....

now oni i noe seldom boy watch moon,n i hav been praise romantic bcos of tat...wakao...(am i?)n d gal tat told me tat,teach me a priceless course bout toughest lesson in d world(gal mind)...she said,romantic is very personal,even if u give a single candy to d right person,she wil oso b very very appreciate of tat,(even if absent of roses,big huggable bears,uphill dinner n so on)

i am really really unsuitable to have relationship(i guess)...or else,i am a super unlucky guy(unlucky to those gals),i rem they was really really tears in fornt of me...i dunno...n,i hav come out wit an idea,i hav to b more mature...i must!!!i really don hope to c tears anymore,or feeling gone....huh~


ohya,i have a month of holiday from now(i guess)..so boring,i don lik holiday,i don lik staying inside cage..n going out 4 peanut on trees lik monkey everyday,everyday,everyday...i started to find fren,chatting,chatting,n chatting...it really help,even if a long long long time,oni c each other once in d lifetime,oni meet one eye,she could help...


now,i hav to say sorry bout those tat i will turn d other side instead of saying HELLO HOW R U????i am not really a friendly person,i am not a sociable gemini,i dunno how to handle if walking on d road n meet u without any preparation...i will b nervous....sorry ya....tis consider i am not really a true fren....ya,i admit....


4 those who send me mail every times when u receive nice one,i really appreciate them well..i mean tat...even for some1 tat i totaly forgot ur face,name,or even hav no any idea of WHO R U????thanks....


ohya,i hav jz pass my second sem examination,i am sooooooo glad tat i think i had improvement compare to last sem...hehe...(ignore tis if i hav to repeat or resit certain paper during nx sem result come out)....


4 those who having SPM tis yr,i....wish u all get flying colour OK?get wat u deserve to get....


haha,....dunno y,i used to think(imagine)i have super power,u noe ONE PIECE??i love it....i admire main character luffy`s bro d most....he had ate fire miracle fruit n result in super ability of fire happen on his body...he is owesome...i used to imagine,IF i hav tat kind of power,4 sure i will order a suit 4 myself secretly....hehe....4 saving other life....to b HERO...cool~~~~~~den i wil b very protective,i can protect every ppl tat i noe secretly,letting them no hurt,or wat....^^

n....will u feel boring on reading these kind of bull shit???4 me,i will definitely block tis fellow....
wat a boring person....haha....


my dad,i noe my dad is very worrying bout me...haha....but dunno y,everytimes he say something on me,(normally bad thing),i am not tat care actually....i am not sooooo respect him...i know tat...even if i compare his age to mr.OBAMA n asking him DEN U????...but,nobody,my dad is really a HERO 4 me...(not anymore since he destroyed all my cards very very violentlyi think)...


my dear fren,i hav to tel u,or u hav d rite to noe,i think my brain memory is not tat good compare to u all,all of u....i started try hardly to rem bak all my childhood,primary,secondary memory,but,they was very very blur.....during primary skol,i used to b a assitance class leader of 30++ ppl...i really don rem much bout them adi....really....or,i am jz too forgetfull??as a pure blooded GEMINI...i used to forget things very easily...i use to think tat,one day,when i lost my memory,at all...god oni let me rem one ppl stay inside my memory...d most important ppl,who wil it b?haha...u r really really seriously thinking too much....i noe ur brain is jz flashing tat sentence jz now.....but nvm....^^....


tis is a sickness......i think.....i am totally sick......i am sick of IT.....