lost liao...T.T~~~~~

aaaahhh~~~~my book of lyrics lost!!!Omg...all my creative works gone....my memories,melody...GONE!!!!....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........

sAd!!!!!!!!! ya,i played basketball finally...so hard to control d ball...i stil thought slam dunk d kaeda skills so easy to learn....too look down of baksetball liao...

i am jobless!!!hiaz..these few days,not should b month,i am so useless...jz totally same as useless wood...i dint do anything at hse,wan find a job oso hard with my `cheat` skill,bcos i will oni work a month more b4 i start my Q.S journey at TARC..den my fren suggest me to cheat those supervisor tat i will not study anymore let them think i will work a long period 4 them...but,everytimes i do tat,i will feel guity n I REALI NOT TALENTED AT LIEYING..haiz...useless........

TODAY...

today,i went back to sss with my brother...the skol stil fine,as mano oso fine(i think)...my mom n dad is scolding me while on de way to dere...made my mood very bad...after tat,i saw alan,fu,ganesh,ah yu,n de duck sound teacher(i 4got name adi),chinese teacher...happy to c them still fine...THE MOST HAPPY THING IS...i saw her...she is still tat looking gd as usual...stil a prefect..haha...i hav a simple chat wit her...tat adi enough as fuel 4 me to stay happy a whole afternoon...think bak oso happy...HAIZ...no la..bcos of no1 remember me ma,oni her
(i mean lower senior) stil rem me...sss got many new student tis yr liao...many leng lui oso...

after doing those unnesesery stuff,i done all de fotostate n sign from mrs.mano den i walk to de nearest bus stop by foot,so tiring...n i bought a bottle wit water..wakao...n de hot sun...after tat i waited bout 10++min 4 de 1st bud came...den turn one more bus at suntex U40 i rem direct to jusco...wakao...so many ppl...(bik)until me lik jelly fish...along de road to jusco,my mom called me twice to make sure i am fine...haiz...i am so useless...den,i reach jusco finaly,walk bout 20++min again to find a bookshop 4 sampul surat n bak to jusco(maluri)...after meet my fren,settle all de stuff 4 retake spm paper,go eat kfc zinger maxx burger,den go to shah alam directly....den,i sleep de whole omost an hour journey(dunno wat made me so sleepy after i on tat car)...after sudmit all de form to tat misai guy,v bak to k.l...a bored journey...

Den,tat auntyfetch me bak to jusco...den i wait bus bak to tmn muda...go rent comic,c finish den i sleep til my mom bak n ask me tell all de thing to her wat i meet or wat....so tired...after answering all those...i go sleep directly...

tats all...boring day,,,,

原来

原来，恋爱的重点，不在于谁喜欢我，而在于，我喜欢谁。。
暧昧的终点，是终日思念，还是以后。。不再相见。。

spm放榜，所有影片已经上映，成了定局。

我就像包装纸，有着华丽外衣，里面放不下一颗沙砾。。。

dunno actually got ppl look at it or not.....

haha...ya..me again...huh...finally i got my job!!haha...as a ice-cream shop worker...yeah...i had filled up bout 10+ form jz 4 a job...Dome,Starbuck,San-Francisco coffee,S+J,Gengi Sushi,even yu ren shen oso i asked....but oni one tat i oni left my name n contact number in hurry called me 4 interview...luckily,i got it....so happy...^^...but,haiz,now oni i noe i seriously very lack of friendship...hmm..supposed to said when i nid them,no 1 of them bsid,but,when they nid me or find me...i wil try my best to contact them...haa...gd guy oso wil tired huh??somtimes i reali wan to wear a pure white mask n b not me 4 a short period when dere is no1...crazy izit?haha...ya i think..hmm...actually,all my fault...who called my forehead got writen 'boring' word big big n cos all of them dun wan chat long wit me...haizzzzzzz....i oni can release all my stress here...wearing a mask to deal wit ppl...god,can u gimme a person tat can listen to me?or....jz talk to me??i am tired to b listener bhind all de ppl...plz don b bored wit me k god?haha...cos i oways ask stuff from u..hehe..now i realised my way to write/type blog is soo complicated...i am jz talking to myself tat i will nvr want to look at it bak...nowonder no fren la me..haha...stranger might b not happy to my blog cos i hav not upload a single pic or writen properly or change font type tat may interest them to take a look...hei...i don nid them to take a look k?i am doing tis stuff in my way!!jz lik singing,i love to sing...tats wat my family member wil say if i singing again in front of bsid them...'cant u jz stop??plz??'.....'STOP!!!'.....'stoop~~T.T'..haha...my voice is a kind of suffer 4 them..kaka...but i don think so...u thought i am siniging 4 who??very hurt de le....T.T...hmm..nowadays start play a game called DoTa...wao...cool game 4 guys...haha...change topic...u noe wat??my handphone oways charge once when my family members charge theirs twice or more...u noe wat?not my hp special...is my munber special....ooooooways waiting ppl sms or call me...no matter who(excluding hotlink stuff)...haha...even now my hp oso full of battery...i had charged it bout 3 days le....haiz....c...tis is me...no fren find de me...sometimes i feel tat i can b sami liao...wat i think is full of 玄...ooo...on9 again le he/she...i am setting appear off9...oni 4 watch them when on9,when off9,when i set on9 he/she set off9,when i set appear off9 he/she set on9....haiz...am i tat bored????hehe...de ans is...ya,i think so..haa...thx 4 waste ur time watching tis bored person produced boring stuff...i reali appreciate..or u can contact me tat u hav c it,den find one day,i belanja yam cha..haha...true fren wat..haha...

sick le....

老实说，我是没有想过，就当你生病了，想说随便玩玩的告诉某个人说帮忙祈祷一下，那个人竟然回答我说祈祷了,'it' still said i had done all de blessing,including indian,christian,buddhiest n many other way else..somemore,when i told 'it' i am still sicking n want 'it' immediately bless once more jz 4 fun..'it' just straight away stop conversation,2 hand stick together,closed eyes,n start praying 4 me after i jz turned away my head from 'it'..wat a true fren..i oways thought i am de one who oways do tat kind of bessing on others n finaly,my turn now..haha..thank you!! ya,is u!!thx 4 saying those things n all de blessing,n thx 4 calling me out so many times...i thought after i hav put so many aeroplane,no body dare to call me out anymore tim...

ya,wat a best medicine in this world from de sight of psychology,but,yeah~~i am stil sicking..mayb cos my antibiotic n fewer pills ate at wrong timing..wat it mean by 4 hour once???even now stil dunno...

i realised,a tiny request on healthy is how important..it realy priceless..it wil warm heart even malaysia is enough hot everytime even at nite..jz now,i hav heared fire cracker,dunno wat r u all doing at tis moment...any1..who had wasted time n energy read my poor english blog until now,me,hope u all hav a great day sincerly now n 4ver!!!don ever delete or ignore those caring even a single sentences sms..it may take oni 1~15 cent,but he/she is trying to forward tat message to u..tat moment,even 1 or 0.5 sec..they r wasting tat moment jz 4 u,frenz..

i used to imagine beeing a star on de dark huge nitesky,tat might b so quiet,looking on de ground,so many chess game is helding,all ppl is having their move,don u feel intresting?looking on ppl when they doing some funny action,lik digging their nose n thought no1 is observed n laughed at them...haha...a star wil take no responsible on eveything tat cos by it,jz stay n watching a comedy or tragedy wit live n exclusive!!

at de jz passed christmas nite,i had stayed a gd memory wit christmas,i used to think tat christmas oways wil b a festival tat i may never felt tat harmonies,warm,or another word,christmas feel...i hav lived 17++ yrs, i had watched S.C flying her n dere inside tv around 17 yrs times...now oni i realise my christmas nite might totally b same wit mooncake festival..haha..i am sitting in front of office,watching a perfectly full moon,drinking red bean sup,wit a little gal bsid..thx god 4 everything!!

i am setting appear offline again....no point 4 me to on9 rite?flashed bak b4 de conversation,i oni can say haizzzzz 4 my bored personality...eveerthing happen hav its own reason...jz lik no much ppl lik to chat wit me...EVEN U...haha...i am not blaming..jz..digging my own weakness out...

haha...wil tis blog boring??haha..i think so,its ok if u saying dirty thing or wat scolding me or wat now...plz clam down...actually i dint expected any1 of my fren now could read my typing until here...haha...if u r...congratzz...u can stand de top 100 boring stuff in this amasing earth which is my blog...dun worry,u r now qualified to sign ur own name under clasberg world record...u should b praise by al de world!!!haha...

y don i use colour to decorate my blog?it is bcos of i dun wan my blog jz de same wit others n i am lazy..normal or simple is de best 4 me in tis case..haha..

高级餐馆的我

考试问卷，就像是刁蛮食客的订菜单，让我们这些盲目目的厨师，照着菜单一道一道地烹煮出自己对那道菜名的了解。首先是材料的准备新鲜（必须做最后温习），接着，火候的掌握（充分地控制住自己的心情）。　然后，调味料的运用（flexible curve,ruler,eraser)，而，还在实习的厨师将会运用出厨师之间的默契,以隔壁厨师的料理作为互相参考．而我，就是属于自暴自弃的二流厨师．自知厨艺不佳，不知道为什么就是认为自己不会是成功的大厨，不会一直获餐馆的肯定，永远不会荣获几个大奖，在厨艺界闻名，　但，就是喜欢作梦，幻想自己总有一天会荣获某个大奖，值得用上光宗耀祖的非凡荣誉，而后半辈子可以不用头顶与驼背平行过一辈子．在我那间高贵的餐馆里，我总是扮演跟着成功大厨们庞大背影的身后，默默地点头，微笑，贊同的角色．　他们总是爱谈论一些菜色的高级作法，高级的食谱，火侯的掌握记巧，名厨们的历史，炫耀他们对名厨们的了解，作过什么，怎样，哪里，为什么，等等，他们说到这里，我已经在角落一个人地哼着那几首饮歌，顿时的我就跟他们一样，一样在自己享受着自己的所作所为，可悲足够描述我顿时的心情．

yaya??????