what if....

what if she is fooling me?
what if she is just playing around me?
happy that having fun from me?


i said i don wan to get into relationship!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot r?!!!

hahahahahaha...it cant be...
^^
i know her she know me,
we r just keeping silence....









what a fool

hehe....

i am thinking to change something...
hehe....


i think u r shy right?
haha...i knew it!!!

one smile is more than enough

for the whole day...

seriously sick

this is 2:05am, i am still awake, i am wondering what am i doing?
i don seems to appreciate my liver at all....
bao gan la!!!!!!!!!!!!

well,
if the answer replied will definitely hurt and had a little bit of happiness if the situation grow the opposite site...
y so serious to know the answer?

hahahaha...WHY SO SERIOUS!!!!!!

oh ya, had i told u that i am courserep now?
which is doing fwd news, announcement, events,
and deal with sir n officer bout anything of class....

well, den, i joined college softball team,
n after that straight away go for taici,

and now!!! i am involved in S.I.F.E...
a worldwide organization to help ppl,
is a society to gather all the ppl to help and contribute,
and they said it will definitely affect my studies....

i dont know y.....


y am i putting my self in so much of trouble?
did i earn a pretty C.G.P.A?
no~~~
did i have too much of time?
no~~~


omg!!!! now u must be thinking i am insane or anything equivalent to that right?

u saying i don't care bout my result?
no~~
i don care bout my assignment which made me form oni 2 ppl in a group to complete a 5ppl assignment?
no~~
but, what the hec* is going on now?

there is smtg wrong happening...
inside my body,
maybe hormone,
maybe mental,
i don't know,

guess what...........

i guess i am trying on smtg,
or i am proving smtg to somebody,
or to be socialize,
or to learn desperately after i saw millage between friend n me,


GG.....GG....GG really GG this time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


tml, i mean today, there will be presentation,
what am i doing now?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



whats wrong!!!!!!!!!

course.representative liew, cool huh?

well, i am now the course.rep of the AQS course...
wat? u ask me how?
i tot i quickly go be a tiny grouprep den everything will be fine,
but suddenly dunno which guy come out with a idea choose among group.rep.....
zha dao....

wat an incident,
but oso ok la, can learn stuff wat,
because of this, i make frens, its true...


well, here comes the inner part of the pure GEMINI,
i think she hate me,
dunno y,
mayb cos of i am weird~~~
ya a, i am weird r, blow me r?
ei, but i adi very obvious wor....
ya, even u say i now standing face to face with her,
i could turning around n c smtg else.....
ya la ya la, who stand on the tallest building close to moon more....
everyday somemore tim~~~~~~~


damn!

hereby i would like to mention another gal,
neutral creep(i used to call her)
she is quite strange,
mayb i should say, in front of her i am strange.....
i will call her to pray for me n so do she will ask me....
is it normal?
ji mui? heng dai?






bcos of low effeciency,i made whole course ppl don have note to attend lecture 2 times adi!!!!2 continue day....damn!

supposely i should very appreciate the study moment,
but dunno y, i am last time alike,
still flowing time like old time.....
i don wan that!!!!

its time to make some decision...

if there is a ying chou, tml will be my 1st....

sorry mom,
sorry dad,
sorry bro,
n sorry sis n sis.....

sorry grandpa,
sorry grandma...


ya, i used to not very care of f.a.m.i.l.y
but not now...


tml will b my initial ex bday party,
at serdang,
i don feel like going,
1stly, cos of my pocket,
2nd, cos of my car,
3rd, cos of my very good fren another invitation,
4th, cos of my mom housework,
5th, cos of i dint used to chat much with her(the main character)
6th, i just wan to sleep n act useless at house(for another last day)

shit....

wo jing ran fa re yi ge wo jue de kai xin de meng,
wo kan dao ta shang wanag le!!!!!
noob !!